Arre Bhaiya, All Is Well!=)

It's the 31st of December! The final day of year 2010. I never expected myself to survive this year, but hey, I did! Looking back, the year has been a roller-coaster ride,  but I'm definitely gonna miss a lot of things, that's for sure.=)
 I'm gonna miss school. Yes, school! My dear friends, and teachers. I seriously cannot believe that I'm past seventeen and am leaving school! Tragic. Except for those few I'll be meeting in college, the rest will be sorely missed.=( Mai, Ama, Waniey, Ern, Ezat, Tharshini...
 I know I'm gonna miss Amalina A LOT, my ever-beloved special friend. In fact, I am missing .her already.:)
 I'll be missing 5 Dedikasi, my phenomenal class this year.
 I'll also be missing dreadfully those wonderful juniors, Wei Thong, Pathma, Neethiya, Sumitha, Mithra, Vishal, and the list goes on.
 I'll definitely be missing my prefecting days, actually it was prefecting AND trafficking days. And those anak buah trafic, who shows "good" enthusiasm turning up for briefing and duty. Haha.
I'll be missing Monday assembly, despite not being fond of them, I don't think I'll be having anymore of them, right? XD
I'll so be missing debating! Those awesome times.. And yeah, Kuiz Pelancongan, when we went all the way to national level.
Ah, those horrible report card days! I shall miss that too.=) Even though they have been terrible. Very terrible, in fact.
I'm also gonna miss this year's World Cup! Africa really did nail it. All I did was sleep, eat, and stay alive World Cup-ing.=) Oh yeah, Torres-ing, too.
I think if there's one thing I'm gonna miss alot, that's gonna be.... The Richards. HAHA. But trust me, they have been so influential, and I am so proud of them. I rooted them form the start, and they conquered. Amazing Riches.
Ah, I'm gonna miss them all.
Still, I thank God, because at the end of the year, I can look back, without regrets, and if I do have any, they were probably insignificant now, so I say: ALL IS WELL.:) (3 Idiots has really influenced me. Perhaps a lil' too much, haha.)


HAPPY 2011, EVERYONE! LET'S RING IN THE NEW YEAR WITH FUN AND LOVE.

Awh, this is simply adorable.. Rampage getting floored by Rich Hardin, but seriously, WHY?!

When Hawaii 5-0 meets TARA=) Love love love both of them.

Rich Rampage Herrera.I KNOW I'm gonna miss him alot. LIKE REALLY A LOT. Him and his awesomeness throughout TARA. Him and Rich Hardin. Thank you guys for making my Thursdays for nearly three months.=) I'm missing you guys already!

Confessions

I watched Barbie In A Mermaid Tale today AGAIN. And I enjoyed it. Wait, that was an understatement. I LOVED it so much and was THRILLED that I got to watch it. I have grown up with Barbie. The collection of dolls and movie cds says it all.=) And I am also proud to say that I have watched ALL the Barbie movies released to date. Rapunzel, Princess and the Pauper, Swan Lake, Fairytopia, Mermaidia, Barbie's Dairies, Barbie In a Fashion FairyTale, Barbie In A Mermaid Tale, The Princess Island, The Diamond Castle, The 12 Dancing Princess, Magic of the Rainbow, Magic Of the Pegasus, Barbie and the Three Musketeers and etc. Yet, my favourite still has to be Barbie's Princess and The Pauper, I could watch it over and over again, without feeling bored. And this revelation, the fact that I love Barbie has turned out to be a shock to many people. Yes, I love it, and not ashamed of it.;)
 In fact, I'm a person with jumbled up interests. I am a sports addict, I watch football, badminton, tennis, and a die-hard fan of Formula One. Most people don't think Barbie and sports would come together, but hey, here I am. I was a dysfunctional footie fan during the world cup this year, when I lived, ate, and slept football, with that unwavering devotion to the Spanish team.:) Oh, the English team too. The rampage I went through because of the injustice towards Frank Lampard's goal. And I'm ALWAYS behind Rafael Nadal, my dearest idol, and Fernando Verdasco. I heart them.:D And how I'm always crazy of the Mclaren team in F1, my undivided support towards Lewis Hamilton. There, my addiction towards sports. I'm a story book addict.
 I go crazy over Richard Herrera, and I love love love the Riches who eventually won The Amazing Race Asia, my favourite superhero is and has always been The Dark Knight. I listen to Taylor Swift as well as Eminem, (two things that don't really come together:)) Did I say I somehow became a BELIEBER?? I'm also crazy of the Ghost Adventures show (Is Zak Bagans just delusional or what?!) and I LOVE watching Supernatural. The crazy Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester.:D Confessions, confession.:)

Did I say this guy is amazing?? Because he is. Wonderful.:D

To Waniey, With Love.

Waniey, this is for you. And the best I can find.:DDD But you KNOW who's even MORE awesomer.=)

Missing you anyways.:D ( You should also know that Damen Auguste, he is just even more oh-so-awesome, now!)

It's Time To Let Go

She’s in a better place right now
Than she’s ever been before;
All pain is gone; she’s now at rest;
Nothing troubles her anymore.It’s we who feel the burden of
Our sadness and our grief;.
We have to cry, to mourn our loss,
Before we get relief.We know we’ll reconnect with her
At the end of each life’s road;
We’ll see her cherished face again
When we release our earthly load.
I know sometimes it's hard when you have to face this kind of things, but hey, it's part of our life. Everyone has to face it sooner or later. What matters is how you face it. Take care, and may god bless you.:) You taught me indirectly to always look at the sunshine because you can't see your shadow, now you do too.

Justice Injustice?

I can't face it. It hurt so badly, and now it's a prolonged procession. I felt like being punched over and over again, mercilessly. It feels unfair, I didn't go finding for this, and when it comes from a person you had spent good times with, it hurts. I can't help asking; Why me? I have dreams, and that particular one I had was destroyed, for reasons unknown. I feel I'm pathetic, expecting too much out of it. I needed support, the soil I'm standing is not that stable now, but it's not going to come. I feel like it's a voyage I have to now travel my own, because my life's a tragedy. I'm sorry if my misery hurts someone else, I really am. Maybe I should have kept all this to myself. Because it didn't get any better being shared. It didn't ease the pain, nothing turned right. I feel lost. Ah, I'm being pathetic again. I'm sorry. What did I do, what should I do, I don't know. I lost the ones I'm hopeful of, I lost those new dreams that came. Yeah, I love my life.
They say you'll know, when you know, but I don't know.

When Your Words Make Me Smile:)

It's funny how much power words hold. Only yesterday I actually realised that just one single word could make me dance around the house smiling non-stop, and on the other hand, it was also words that broke me too.:) Words are used to convey feelings, and thoughts and apparently I understood what it was only yesterday. Words are also used to lie, and tell the truth. Used to make you understand, used to tell you how I feel. Words is a powerful device to make someone feel better, even when they are used as lies. But apparently some don't see that. Ah, tragic. It;s not a bad idea to lie, to say those words that you know would make the other feel better, to make them smile, and this would be the time some would love the way you lie. To think of them and send a quick text to let them know you were actually thinking of them, to say something sweet that would lit the darkness in them. But then again, I guess it's too much to ask. To use words to make someone smile. Yet we know not everyone thinks the same. To those who do make an effort to do so, and even if it's a lie, you know integrity is doing the right thing when nobody is watching.=) Straightforwardness is a choice, but if you do choose, it always turns out ugly. It's something that makes you known for not considering another's feeling. It's easy to say, you can put the unwanted aside, look at the one that you actually want to hear rather than the one you do not, thus it's your choice to allow it to haunt you continuously, but not everyone has that self-defense. Not everyone is not insensitive. Ah, the power of words.:)

Godlike Champions.:D

It's been exactly one week since AXN premiered the finale of The Amazing Race Asia, and yet I'm still rejoicing in their success. The Riches of course. Richard Herrera and Richard Hardin of the Philippines. And I'm missing them already. Never had it hit me when I watched the Racers Revealed episode and chose the Riches on first sight(Yeah, love at first sight, who knew) would I ever thought that I would get increasing obsessive over them and they would go on to become the winners of the race. They were just THAT incredible. Two men, with different ideas, careers and abilities but each unique of their own, did brilliantly to combine forces and worked for their victory. And they never gave up. However tough a task seemed to be, hats off to their determination, and the fact that they are willing to do just about anything. Even when it meant shaving off their BEAUTIFUL hair. That episode shocked me. Like, how could they...? Never mind. The Riches always tend to do things in full-speed. They always run, and even on the road, they own the fast lane. haha. Which also got them in trouble with the Sri lankan police, and they had to show their American passport which Rich Herrera claims he looked like a rockstar with that super-long hair. Rightt. Haha. Another full-speed incident would be with those quadbikes in Legazpi. But I still have to say this: Rich Herrera is the most amazing contestant. He's absolutely quick in everything, does everything in perfection and not to mention his cool demeanour and his sense of humor.   I was really amazed by them and wth, not even the biggest exam this year deter me from watching them every single week, in multiple times of course.:) The Riches were just awesome, no, wait, they were BEYOND awesome.=) A well-deserved victory, that's for sure. They won the race hands down.
P.S.-'SOMEONE' said I make them sound like gods. Yeah, true, true. But still it's an accolade they deserve, what goes around, comes around.=) And dear 'someone', you KNOW they are awesome. :D

                                                                      The Riches

                                                   Fast-forwarding to shave their heads

                                              My favourite challenge!=) Not theirs' though.

                                              

AND RICH HERRERA IN HIS ELEMENTS: (And sorry Waniey, I couldn't find any of Rich Hardin's)

THEY WERE AWESOME TOO;

THE HAPPY FAMILY:

                                           Haha, Rich Herrera. He's still single anyway.=)

                                                              Yeah, my numero unos'=)

A New Road Ahead

Here I am. The final day in school. After 11 years of school, I left those intimidating buildings washed with the scent of exams, homeworks, fear of results, crazy classmates and today I say... GOODBYE, school! I sound a little enthusiastic, right? Maybe I am, maybe I am NOT. Those memories in were the best I've ever had, those lessons I've learned, those experiences I've had. Priceless. Nevertheless, it had all come to an end now, and however tragic it may seem, this is life, and it doesn't stop for anything. Yet, I need to say something to my dearest friends, who have stick with me during those bad times, lend me a hand when I most needed it, and laughed and shared joy and fun at all times.

 AMALINA, who have been an amazing best friend of mine throughout these years, and the pranks I have played on her! Precious. Hey Ama, don't forget Ranjit Singh!:D I am also really sorry, for all that I have caused you, well you know what I mean, and I'll always love you as my best friend no matter what. Please forgive me.:) LAI SIEW ERN! My crazy partner! " A Day Without You Is Like a Year Without Rain.." Haha! We have argued, laughed and swooned-over-whatever-or-whoever every single day, and all that was unforgettable. You're a true gem of a friend, even with that poker face which definitely drives me up the wall. Then again, You're Amazing, Just The Way You Are. RACHEL SAW, the awesome dreamer! What can I say.. You might be delusional, but hey! It's what makes you unique. You always make my day, I have to admit that. Good luck over your uprising in search of fame and power, my dearest friend. Hope to meet you here at the top soon.=) haha. You really are awesome, and impossible to be replaced, definitely.

MAISARAH. My dearest 'kakak' who shoulders responsibilty in a way nobody else can, all your advices have kept me on guard, and you're a wonderful person. Bu it looks like you've grown up! Keeping yourself busy with new "things"...haha. Good luck, in your new ventures! VINODINI! Your constant messages EVERY SINGLE DAY makes me feel loved.haha. You taught me alot of things, and thanks alot! The Goddess appreciates you for your services.=) And you gotta come out of that Hundred Acres Wood, for god sake, if not mine. urgh. haha. YEN YEN, the psychotic fellow. You're really unique, the way you think! So how's the Hawaii plan? Remember, coconut for Ern! haha. Don't worry, as soon I'm a pro in driving, we shall go food-hunting. Bukit Bintang! WEI WEI, definitely the craziest person 5D. Your laughter sorta send electricity throughtout the class, it's that infectious! Not to mention your pervert thoughts. Poor YI NI, she had to bear with you for how many years exactly?? haha. My advice: Stop reading Sidney Sheldon. I seriously canNOT imagine you in the future. Your poor guy, whoever he is. haha. KERN YEUNG. Another crazy person who's a silent rebel with the impression of a saint. May the "Ama Koli" spirit lives forever, wherever you go. :D FIQAH, you're awesome teammate! We had a blast last year didn't we?! We shall go and rock those Spanish soil in the near future, won't we? Let's go stalk all those tennis big guns.:) SIEW LI, Keep up those laughs, will you! haha. Your awesome trademark. Continue being that awesome person you are, and in the future, when we meet, I wanna see your moves! WANIEY, My awesome half. Waniey Jacques, Deena Verdasco. Waniey Hardin, Deena Herrera. HAHA. I love you so much, my dear friend. And yes, I'll miss you. You mean to me as much as Hardin does to Herrera.haha. 

And here's a special one(or two):

AMANDA CHIEW, you understand me like nobody else, and I love you for that. Thank you, you made my year a memorable one. I knew I can always count on you. Thanks.=)

Here's also a prayer to you, LP, May god bless you. Everything will be okay in the end. After all, there's a silver lining after every cloud, my dear friend.:)

Euphoria

The Amazing Race Asia and The Amazing Race. Two awesome shows that always get me hooked. And for the record: My fav teams in BOTH shows which were aired simultaneously over the last few months WON! The Riches scored in the Asian version and Docs Nat and Kat took the original. And I was and still am ECSTATIC! In The Amazing Race, I was originally rooting for two teams: Nat and Kat, and Kevin and his dad. Sadly, Kevin's team got eliminated thanks to their own error or whatever, in which The Riches of The Amazing Race Asia ALMOST got eliminated the same way!! Ah, the torture of being the die-hard fan. Still, Nat and Kat did brilliantly! You rock, girls! But nothing or no one can or will beat the Riches any day, anytime. THEY WERE BEYOND PHENOMENAL. In fact, I am still reeling over their fantastic victory. Richard Herrera and Richard Hardin. Incredible.:) HAHA. The irony in their names. Nat and Kat. Richard and Richard.=) And we have an all-girl team winner and an all-boy team champ. And BOTH teams have won a leg after taking a fast forward. How cool is that? Mega-awesome. Especially when there's a guy whose name spells Richard Herrera.:D

It's Not Over Till It's Over

2 More. Just two more days, and my new life starts.=) Seriously, despite there's only one subject left, it feels like mental imprisonment. I still feel nervous and tortured. And that's not physically. Mentally. My story books are screaming out for me. I'm allowed to go online, allowed to watch tv, but no story books. Mum says I get too addicted to it. Guess it's true.. Oh, hurry up, EST! I want those books back, and I want those sharp stares from Dad and his patronizing tone that goes, "I don't think you're studying. Remember SPM is not over." to stop. Gah.

Lion and Tiger.

Dear Rachel Saw Yi Jiau,

 Just as you had asked, here's the first toast to you. Dear future President-of-whatever, thank you for being an awesome friend and a teammate in our quest for fame and power. The year has past in a blink and those memories were indeed precious..We have rebelled together, planned the future together, laughed and learned together. It will be something that I'll cherish always, and when I'm on top of the Forbes' list for the top-earning youngest billionaire of the century, I'll try to remember you in my speech. I know things will never be the same without you, and that's tragic. Nevertheless, we will be meeting at every opportunity found, hope you will be able to preserve those brain cells from killing any memories of me. Because as you know, it might save you some pride and joy when you say to your children, the moment you saw me on the television or the widespread news on me becoming the top-searched name in the Internet, thanks to my power and fame, that we are close friends. Now and always. Lets go and rock the world as we go in the flow, my dear friend.XD

                                                                                                                      With Love, Deena Herrera.