All I Want To Do Is Lie Next To You And Gaze Up At My Diamonds, The Stars.

Just one more day till HOLIDAY! Ahhh, the impatience. It's greeat that I'm in college at all, but at the same time, it's not ALL THAT GREAT. Pressure! Exhaustion! Homework! Lecture-trauma! MENTAL. TORTURE.
And Prawn gets to sit home everyday in his enjoyable rut making me jealous constantly, Ama is probably enjoying life as it goes, Mai is venturing every part of Malaysia or so it seems, Sonia seems to be content with sitting at home (still, get well soon, darling), Fiqah is basking AND crying over Andy Murray's consecutive entry into Grand Slam finals AND his defeat to Nole, and I'm... whining every single day about WHY I don't WANT to go college anymore. I dunno how the others cope with it, but Rachel seemed positive over college everyday, Wei Wei looks like she's in LOVE and my, her hyperness and how happy she is in college annoys me really, Vino is alright with everything and I don't think she has much emotions in her to showcase the pressure, but Elaine might feel a little pessimistic about college just like me. It doesn't help much that my Bio lecturer is a Man Of Fear, or so says Jovan, AND my Moral lecturer is getting on my NERVES. Seriously, aside the fact that he beats around the bush over and over, everything that he says doesn't makes the least DAMN SENSE. And I seriously don't get WHAT THE HELL is he instigating. Giving the choice, I wouldn't even enter the damn class. The class only tries to what, brainwash us to the negative way of thinking! So much for MORAL education. The man's polluting the mind of young people like us. I think me and Ray would wanna mostly move into Islamic Studies class. THAT sounds interesting. I'm still trying to find my way through college, I need more timeee. I know I WILL get use to it, but the question is, WHEN? God, be with me. Make me stronger. But I'm feeling tons of times better than how I had felt last week. Thank you, God. But mostly, all those heart-wrenching defeats, Nando, Rafa, KKK, Datuk, had made me feel stronger. It was painful yes, but it serves a good point on how I should see life. Torres's problem in transfer has also made me see the new light in life. Life is not all fun and games, sometimes, it's all about sacrifice if we want to hit the sky. I believe in that.=) And Prawn has done brilliantly to keep me sane everyday with HIS insanity, haha, thank you for that too. You're one heck of an awesome genius! God, never thought I would say that. But hey, that's the truth, that's what I believe. Now, holidays... HURRY UP. I need my beauty sleep, I need my comfort, I need more TIME. And Im SO looking forward to see my darlings this hols! Ama, quick, get serious with your gathering plan already!:DDD Miss you so much!=) ONE MORE DAY.. ONE MORE DAY..ONE MORE DAY...

And Fernando Torres, Te Quiero, para siempre.:DDDD You will do great, honey!:)

Let Me Tell You One Time

This post is dedicated to Ms Chiew Wei Thong only cause she thinks I'm abandoning her. HAHA.

Don't worry honey, you should know that The Best Thing About Me Is You.:)

I'm Stuck At The Moment with college, but You'll Always Be In My Heart.

I'll always Pray for you and your well-being, and despite my craziness over my boys,

 I think you are amazing Just The Way You Are, cause your every word is like a Firework.:)

Justin Bieber. Remember?XD

Happy Chinese New Year, you! 

Collecting Your Jar Of Hearts

There's MANY reason, possibly a million, on WHY FERNANDO TORRES SHOULD NOT LEAVE LIVERPOOL.

 But the main reason is of course: ME. (Or more like people like me, for that matters.)

Please, Nando, remember us who always cared.:(

Desperate, desperate Chelsea.

This is oh-so-heartbreaking. The haters meanwhile, are having a heyday rejoicing. Why should that satisfaction be given? Anywhere but Chelsea, Nando. You won't  survive there. You might regret. Ahh.

What am I to do with all those merchandises I have of you? It's all Red-is-Fernando-Torres's-colour-and-he's definitely-from-Liverpool-like-duh stuffs.:( Nando in blue is like imagining red oceans or green puppies. If you ever moved to Chelsea, I have to like the colour blue, pulak!

If I Had You, Adam Lambert:)

You have been and will always be the great artist loved by many and most importantly, ME. Thank you, for filling those lonely nights or bad days with your amazing voice resonating in me:) The awesome, happy-go-lucky man who wouldn't give a damn to haters who love to condemn. May you go further than ever, and we Glamberts will ALWAYS love you.:)

New ALBUM, New ALBUM! Can't wait.:)

HAPPY 29TH, ADAM!

You Tell Me It's Not Possible, No Way That We Could Break..

It seems that you don't seem to want to have anything to do with me. It's not you alone, though. I know another who's the same. She blocked me, and possibly some others to be with someone she love. Jeesh, look what love does. All I have now is painful memories. Ugh. But I never thought YOU would do the same. You said you would kill me if I forget you, but hello, isn't that exactly what you are doing? All those unreplied whatevers and can't you hear the plea? No apparently not. Guess it's too much to be expected of you. And you're in a new environment, more friends, and probably someone way BETTER than me. Anyway, you're sick, I know, so.. Get well soon. Chinese New Years approaching, never the right time to be ill.

Ugh, the past week has cost me a lot of tears.Why? Hopefully the following week isn't the same.

Falling Stars

When you forget me
When you don’t remember my name
Not even a memory
Somewhere in the back of your brain
I won’t be offended
‘Cause I always knew that the day
Would come when I’m not enough to make you stay
You tell me it’s not possible, no way that we could break
But nothing is illogical, believe me

Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I’ll never get over you, never over you
‘Cause you are so beautiful, yeah

The world is turning
And time keeps on lingering on
The sun will be burning
Eventually you will be gone

I’ll always love you
Oh, believe it or not
Baby, that’s not enough to
Not enough to stop these…

Falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, burn like crashing cars
I’ll never get over you, never over you
‘Cause you are so beautiful, yeah

When it’s all said and done
I’ll be just a speck in the galaxy
Floating far far away by gravity
You tell me it’s not possible
No way that we could break

Like falling stars
Like crashing cars
Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out just like crashing cars
I’ll never get over you, never over you
‘Cause you are so beautiful
You are so beautiful, yeah
David Archuleta has come up with an awesomely beautiful song.:)

Serendipity Where It Hurts

Still reeling over the saddest defeats:

Rafael Nadal and Fernando Verdasco.

Both LOST out in the Australia Open.

Both was defeated with the same results: 6-4, 6-2, 6-3.

Both sustained LEG injury.

But I believe BOTH gonna rule the clay court season this year. Vamos!:)

Silver Lining after A Storm.

I started the day, EMO-ING. I couldn't get over Rafa's defeat and his tears. I wanted something to happen so badly, so that I would have a reason NOT to go to college. My thoughts were all Rafa, and I was feeling weak and discourage. I could hardly smile? I'm sorry, Chris.:) I was broken, upset, disappointed, blah, blah blah I think I better stop. Those feelings I suppose are hard to put into words. But my devotion and love of him has rooted a little too hard.:)

But I was wrong, wrong about thinking the day would go terribly. Because I think it wasn't THAT bad. Now that we are settling comfortably in Pre-Medical 12, everything seems quite fun, actually! Though some of my classmates scares me by taking studies a little too seriously. But I do know that we ALL share a traumatised hatred towards Biology. I think those are nice people we have in PM12, Shaun Ng who I must say is reaaallly smart AND awesome, Brandon Lim who, well, thinks he's cute? haha. the poor thing keeps getting bullied by Wei, Brandon Loo who's way too serious I suppose, haha, Tiger, she's reaally nice! Jovan likes clowning around, Kai Ren's really good in Thinking Skills, a subject unfortunately I have began to dislike, and etc... I really am too tired to discuss the nature or value or whatever of my classmates.

Apart from the funny antics of my classmates, we had some club recruitment drive in Taylor's. Well, not bad this people go all out to bring success. I meanwhile, was plain bored AND tired. Elaine was going crazay and apparently I was stucked with her. Then again, Vincent was worst. haha!
And I came back, Nadal's memory hitting the back of my head, and I know I swore I WON'T bother with Australia Open cause Nadal and Verdasco have decided to go for holidays:D, I still went and watched the Roger-Novak game. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? Roger Federer LOST. I was shocked but hands down, Novak was awesome! Congrats, Nole! Ana Ivanovic was there, Ana Ivanovic was there, ANA IVANOVIC WAS THERE!:)

And did I mention that Liverpool WON, even with Torres's goal WRONGLY disallowed, they are BACK.=) And so is, STEVIE G! Welcome back, honey, we missed you.:) Oh, and Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong, they FINALLY made the quarters, even though they struggled. I'M SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS! haha.

And you, yes you! Thanks for keeping me sane everyday, ESPECIALLY yesterday. Thanks for being there when I needed most. Thanks for being in my life.:)

THE WEEKENDS COMING! I'm raving. Ahh. I need more MORE sanity.

Believe in yourself, Rafa as I do, because Te queiro, we are ALWAYS behind you, great man.:)

The Fall of An Amazing Champion: He WILL Come Back Stronger.:)

Alas, the thing I dreaded the most coming to this week has finally happen. When I saw it, I just broke down. I couldn't stand seeing Nadal looking like a defeated man. From the first moment he entered Rod Laver Arena, there was something visibly missing from his aura. That moment his face broadcasted some serious vulnerability, a very un-Nadalish expression. I knew something was wrong. I in fact have been watching Nadal's game since the first round and now the quarters, and I can tell Nadal was simply not in the game just now. And it just broke me to see him so in pain! He looked so young and lost, and so fragile.

It's funny how, I have faced terrible defeats of Nando Verdasco, Liverpool, Koo Kien Keat in the past three weeks, and none of their defeats have affected me in such manner. I CRIED. I just couldn't stop those freaking tears! It might sound childish but I realised Nadal has influenced just to much of me. Because he was phenomenal throughout the tournament. As far as my analysis go, he had the best game apart from Andy Murray, both of them were in stunning form. And then INJURY, the old enemy came and tore the dream of a first ever 'Rafa Slam'. I just can't stand this. It's so.. heartbreaking and I feel just besides myself right now. Not because I've lost my bet on someone whom I thought could take the title, but of how sad and upset and disappointed and terrible he looked during the game. I knew even David Ferrer couldn't help but notice the pain Nadal felt, and something in him tried to reach out to his close friend. He's a nice guy David Ferrer is, other than him  pushing Verdasco off as the Spaniard number 2, I actually like him, the small guy. Now get yourself together, Deena Verdasco, everything is merely a blessing in disguise. Nadal will be alright. He always will be.

Rafael Nadal Parera is an INCREDIBLE champion. He has done wonders that has left the world astounded with, and brought in comparisons with the great Roger Federer himself. But the even beautiful thing is, Nadal does it his way. He is so unique, and just amazing in many ways, that brings the world a true champion. The wonderful thing about him is he is just SO humble, despite all that fame, and being number one. I mean, how many World No.1's have you encounter, saying that I will always be behind Roger Federer, the current World No.2? All the other World No.1's I have seen in various sports says:" I deserve to be the World No.1." He, Rafael Nadal has always paid tribute to everything Roger has done, despite him having beaten Roger 14-8 times. And on court, he respects his opponents, regardless of junior, qualifiers or veterans. He showcases amazing sportsmanship, that I believe is unrivaled to any other in the world currently.

Rafael Nadal has ever created any riffs with his opponents that has damaged his reputation. And YET I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE WHY ARE THERE HATERS.
Like seriously, what on earth has he EVER done to fuel this upsurging hatred on certain individuals? Those insults directed at him are normally from Federer fans. I think that is simply ridiculous, seeing as how much Nadal reveres Roger, and has always voiced his support behind the greatest man in tennis. Nadal is currently the last teenager to ever beat a world no.1 who was Roger Federer of course, and that shows his fearless determination and hardwork to achieve success. In fact Nadal isn't a person who had wanted to become a tennis star from the moment he was born. It was a random decision of his to enter tennis and he never gave up. At twelve he was a young tennis player who was also a promising football talent, but he chose one road, that brought him to great heights. Haters never understood the real value of Rafael Nadal, his believe and the real him. Because they never was a reason to hate him, to begin with. He is a man who deserved be revered, and even if you are a Roger fan, it doesn't hurt to pay him respect because that what Roger does. He has done incredibly in his life and he has never said never. He was just that awesome. A true champion. Haters out there, YOU think YOU'RE better than him? Prove it. Don't just talk, show the world. Because THAT is EXACTLY what Rafa has done in 2010 when doubters questioned his credibility in continuing his best tennis as he was torn by injury in 2009. Not many people has won 9 Grand Slams, achieving all four in the age of 25. That is Rafael Nadal, the youngest to achieve such victories in the Open era. I believe that ROGER Federer AND RAFAEL Nadal are both incredible athletes and haters are merely wasting their time building that hatred block against them. Rafael Nadal has proved you haters wrong, because he has done many things HIS WAY. He is just amazing, just the way he is.=) And I believe the stars are listening to my wishes, because the dream my heart makes, to see my two wonderful idols having a wonderful year ahead. I know they will. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY DEVOTION AND LOVE, Rafa. Always.:)

My Fallen Warrior: Who Is Awesome Just The Way He Is

And he lost. Nando a.k.a Fer a.k.a FeVer a.k.a Fernando Verdasco Carmona a.k.a love of my life and just one of the greatest guy on planet earth (forgive me for the exaggeration) has been defeated. He held strongly producing miracle after miracle along the way until my fallen warrior was defeated in the hands of a giant who comes in the name of Tomas Berdych, who has a tendency to obscure my boys' lives. And for that I hate you, Tomas! But all credits to Berdych, he has done phenomenally this two years, awesome guy, he is. Jeesh, I'm sucha sore loser. But that's not fair! I've been chanting Fer's name over and over for the last few days(because I knew he didn't have much time in the tournament,strong faith I have=) ) but it's all over now. How pathetic. Then again, the fact that Verdasco has made it this far is a miracle itself. He has been given the worst possible draw, and after that horrendous start to the year in Brisbane followed by the Kooyong International, I never expected him to make this far. So, kudos to this amazing guy.:) I mean COME ON. They couldn't have been a more shiteous draw for him. First round, Rainer Schuelter(or something like that), then Janko Tipseravic and then Kei Nishikori NOW Tomas Berdych! Are you kidding me? Whereas Nadal faced Bernard Tomic, Ryan Sweeting, people whom we have NEVER heard of. Ahh.Then again, it's okay. Defeat teaches us alot, AND I believe Nando will come back stronger. He always does.:)
Is it a tradition or something, when one Nando does well and another falls. Cause, Fernando Torres was BRILLIANT yesterday. Yes he was, yes he was.:) A brace from him with awesome finishes, amazing! Liverpool trashed Wolves just like how King Kenny wanted. I was ecstatic! Fernando Torres, you amazing guy! Raul Meireles really did an awesome job stepping into Gerrard shoes, he was fantastic:)
And I'm gonna keep to that thought, the resurgence of Liverpool and the revitalised Torres in my mind when I brace tomorrow.

I was very much upset of Nando's defeat, but it's a tradition when you enter a competition. Just like in life. And despite of what people may say, he always has been brilliant. I find the attitude of some people annoyingly sick. When these guys are winning, they will be worshipping him like he's so freaking awesome and everything, but the moment he loses, "Stupid lar him, don't know how to play." Like the hell? You THINK you can do everything what he has achieved? Not everyone can do what these players have. If they are stupid, doesn't that makes you even MORE dumber CAUSE hello, you ain't even there! Joker, you. So get a life, and stop giving insults at the wrong place. Ironically, it comes from someone who barely knows how to hold the racquet properly. Beautiful. These guys deserve all the praises and credits and reverence because the had worked for all the right reason, or else they wouldn't have made the papers. I don't mind rivalry insults, like when a Man Utd fan throws insults at Liverpool fans, it's completely understandable. But LALANGS? Especially when they insult Koo Kien Keat Tan Boon Heong due to their losing streak. You don't have to be a Malaysian if all you know is to be with them during their glory moments and throw them out when the lose.:S

It's okay, Fer, you have done amazingly. I knew though that pink shirt is SO not for you=) Better luck next time. Now, it's ALL in Rafael Nadal's hand, my numero uno. Vamos, querido, we believe in you.:)

   My angel, My fallen warrior, My love, My Idol:)

Blooming Petals When Drought Ends.

I was very nervous last night. Of facing today. But I just need those magical words of support from three people I love, Wei Thong, Lai Siew Ern and Amalina. You guys are so incredibly sweet! Seriously, just hearing from you made the sun in my world shone brighter, haha! I really wished you guys were there. That's the sad part, you guys weren't! I'm so used to Ama's lame jokes and her all-rounded craziness, and siew ern's constant's presence next to me in school, everything today felt surreal. Like it was only temporary. Like a dream I didn't want. Unfortunately, that's reality and we have got to face it. Take everything one step at a time. Be optimistic, like Wei Thong had said, and enjoy everything as it goes.

We took the bus in the morning, and apparently the Bukit Tinggi stop was one of the first. I was quite restless, in fact. Nerves, ahh. Saw a number of familiar faces, before arriving at Taman Melawis stop. Wei Wei and Yi Ni got in. Wei was so excited for god-knows-what reason, and when the bus did not stop at Eng Ann, where we caught a glimpse of Rachel on the way, god, the havoc she made! HAHA. She almost stopped the bus driver for not stopping in Eng Ann.
Wei Wei calls Ray: "Eh, I think the bus missed you already, how??"
                      Ray: "But I'm already in the bus lar, but alone."
                      Wei: Haaah, you're in the bus edi? I thought you missed it!"
HAHAHA. The expression on Wei's face, PRICELESS. Upon reaching college, there was even MORE familiar faces. That amazed me. Yin Li came later on. And you know what?? Must be my luck, cause me, Ray, AND Wei were in the same class.SAME CLASS. Would you believe that? Amazing! Wei was so ecstatic. Elaine, Yi Ni, Ai Lin and Chris were separated, solitary in their respective classes. Then we had a very very very long orientation briefing in the Multi Purpose Hall, which was tiring and had Elaine mumbling on what a good way to spend her birthday. Haha. Ever heard of a grumpy person on his birthday? Yup, she's the one.
Our mentor is Mr Subra. We had really nice Student Helpers and the ice breaking was a very enjoyable one, I should say. We had fun. Then once dismissed at 2pm, had lunch and waited for the bus till 4. It was an incredibly exhausting day but I SURVIVED. Thank you, God.:)

And Rafael Nadal had no problems either. A 6-0, 5-0 demolition before his opponent retired. Isn't he absolutely amazing? Yes, he is. Ana Ivanovic however was in a thriller which got her losing. Hmph. Too BAD. Tomorrow's back to Verdasco. C'mon love, do it again!

I'm not Ready?

I always had this problem with nerves.

AND tomorrow is a day it will not take easy on them. First-day jitters.

Yeah, BIG day we have there tomorrow.

 I don't think I can sleep tonight. I'm NERVOUS.

 Ahhh.

It's gonna be scary.

Oh well, as long Ray, Wei, and Elaine are there.

Still not helping.

And I was trying to distract myself, by watching tv, reading and Ipoding.
It probably helped a little.
But not much.

ESPECIALLY when I found out they weren't airing Fernando Verdasco's game on TV! I. Was. Furious.
That was a huge match. HUGE. BIG. And  I couldn't watch. Tragic.
And I HAD TO BERGANTUNG KEPADA INTERNET.

THE moment I FOUND Fernando Verdasco Carmona, love of my life, won his first match fantastically in three straight sets, 6-1,6-3,6-2, I WAS SCREAMING. What a motivation. And he looked brilliant in red (or is it pink?) I think I can sleep in peace now at the thought of Verdasco, haha. Apparently, my other love, Rafael Nadal will have his test the same time as mine tomorrow, so, Vamos to us.=)

Tortured.

I can't stand talks. Ceramah, seminar, hell, I couldn't even stand Biology class last year (no offense teacher, you were awesome.) I have never been the one for long-spanned uninspiring talks, I totally couldn't pay attention. But that didn't stop me, unfortunately, from attending that Kursus KPP for driving. I practically dreamt my way through the second half of the talk. Why, oh why does it have to be so ridiculously torturous just for us to get that license and hit the road?! Procedures, procedures, the silent killer. My motivation to continue driving lessons:

I am so gonna get one of those Mercedes, Lamborghini or a Mclaren?=)

Get a Life and Treat It Right

He broke her.
He tore her apart.
He ignited the flame of hope in her and now extinguished it.
He thinks it a game where he can pull out whenever he wants.
Now she's shredded.
And boy, you are gonna pay for it.
It's time for revenge.

Now seriously, this is ABSOLUTELY ridiculous. Why the hell do some people find pleasure in hurting others in such manner? You wouldn't like it if it happens to you. How could anyone hurt someone who has barely done anything to you but made you smile? Those tears you caused, you have no idea how much it's worth.


Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile, and she will be loved.


But then again, what goes around, comes around.


Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause you're so much better.

Fernando Torres says; If you have the magic to dream, you can be anything you want to be(or something like that)

All of sudden I came to this humongous dilemma. Like huge. Gargantuan. Gigantic. Yeah, simply put, it's big. Cause I'm in doubt of becoming a doctor. I've been saying for YEARS now that I'll become a doctor, and YET now I lose my hold on that ambition. These days I kept asking myself, do I really wanna become a doctor? AHHH. I don't know. And why, of all the times I've had for 17 years of my life, I'VE TO HAVE THIS DILEMMA NOW? Because I've left school! I should have made my decision and plan my road now, right?

Okay, chill, you. Chill. Time to go with the flow. Take a chill pill, and relax. College will buy all the time you need to make THAT decision.

My life's a procession of random events, so I think this time, it's gonna be the same.

For now, I'm gonna DREAM of the many things I could be, even.. well even if it's unlikely to ever happen.
A BILLIONAIRE. (Hey, this dream is defintely possible) and Richard Branson, has always been an amazing inspiration. But then again.. Mark Zuckerberg made it easier.

A super-awesome tennis player. Say Ana Ivanovic meets Rafael Nadal?

A TV host! Especially if it's a programme with the works of sports. AND if there's one person's job who I envy, it would be Paula Malai Ali. She gets to meet all my favourites in F1 AND tennis. How is that ever fair? She's the host of ACE and Formula One Raceday.

The first Formula One Malaysian women driver! Oh man, how cool would THAT be? It will be totally AWESOME!=)

 But most importantly, I would strive to be an almost-perfectionist like Richard Herrera. He is absolutely.... AMAZING.

The man on the right, cause he's ALWAYS right.=)

When You Get Older

Two awesome people are celebrating their birthday TODAY!
Here's my Birthday wish for you guys;

Dear Pathma, HAPPY SEVENTEENTH! It's your last year in school, seriously, cherish it. Love every moment of it, cause you need to look back at those times. Anyway, you have been an awesome junior and those memorable moments must have been our gushings on Liverpool and Espana! It's so amazingly incredible how we watched our team lost the first match of the World Cup and went all the way to win it! And we were always Torres-ing with Mithra too! Now you have a AMAZING Seventeen and All the very best in SPM, I know you will rock it.=) Our No. 9.;D

Dear Rachel Saw a.k.a self-proclaimed Arivali Singam,
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH! You're a year older than me! Haha. And I don't love your sweet voice if you have any of it that is =P, BUT I obviously love those babbling of yours cause at least I know I'm sane, an if I ever need an insane person, I know where to find her. HAHA. The rest said in text I painstakingly typed out and sent you last night, so all I have to say is, I am so looking forward to next week! Oh yeah, here's a toast to you for your strive to achieve greatness as much as your idol have, and I ( and the rest of us, yes) are so looking forward to see how you're gonna rock on those Albert Einsteinesque hair, hopefully in the near future.=D

You rock, guys!=)

Sports Of The Week In Review ( And How My Boys Exceeded Expectations, By Letting Me Down)

I just had to do it. Just HAD to. I normally don't speak of defeats, but here goes. Because I know these defeats, they are just bad luck, cause there is NO way ALL of them could have lost in the same week. Except for one. I shall look at the bright side from this week, anyway. Okay, it starts with:
Fernando Verdasco Carmona- He played in the Brisbane International last week and lost out to Boris Becker. It was a serious heartbreak when I found out and I was really looking forward to see him back in form after a very long time, but I should have known his defeat was just the beginning of a torrid week. Ugh.
But I have to say, I love that the mohawk's back=)

Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong- Their defeat to the Koreans again shocked me, and I knew they wouldn't be making it to the semis. They didn't. Nah, I'm not gonna rant on blaming them, they are still awesome no matter what, my gems=) Seriously, I CAN'T watch any men doubles game without them, even when I tried, there's no fun to it! KKK and TBH are always clowning around on the court, so it's such a pleasure to watch.=) And their shots, are so oohlala!:D

Liverpool- Them and their torrid season. Why do they have to begin the year in such fashion? A 3-1 defeat to  Blackburn AND FA Cup loss to Man Utd, which was a big mistake. The penalty was a mistake, the Gerrard send-off was a TRAGEDY. But nevertheless, Torres was smoldering as usual, even more because I think he's re-adapting his AWESOME long hair style rather than the World Cup one.

Rafael Nadal- Though I'm not all that particularly upset about this loss despite me screaming in the morning I read the headines in the paper: Nadal Knocked Out. Hello, he was sick! Down with a flu. And he did beat Roger Federer the previous week so, that's awesome enough!=) I know you WILL come back, querido. But I think Andre Agassi's putting a lil' too much confidence in him. Too. Much.

 And Japan ALMOST lost to Jordan in their opening match in the Asian Cup, but THANK YOU, YOSHIDA! Keisuke Honda was easily the MOST hardworking player in the field, but everytime he attempts a goal, it NEVER enters. Even the free kick was so heartbreakingly near and did not enter. I was expecting a to see another way-too-awesome free kick like the one in the World Cup which was hands down THE BEST throughout the World Cup, but I was bitterly dissapointed. Hey Liverpool, this guy here, yeah Keisuke Honda, A MUST BUY!

Anyways, ENOUGH of the defeats: Here's a toast to the ONLY good news all week.

Congratulations, Datuk Lee Chong Wei! He was completely PHENOMENAL all week, and he IS the best player no matter what Miss Alison Chiew has to say about him. Now, Lin dan might be Chong wei's fear factor, but skill ALONE is not gonna propel you to great heights. Chong Wei shouldered an elephant of a responsibilty in Taipeh with all the drama going on now, and he proved exactly why he is the world No.1. People remembers Lin Dan only of his crushings of Chong Wei, but Chong Wei has done more than that. Not to mention he ONLY started playing the game at 11 years old, was found by Misbun at 17 or so, unlike the rest whos' career was destined from the start of their lives. So, hats off to our Malaysian hero=)

 Done with the review=) AS LONG AS A WEEK LIKE THIS ONE DOESN'T REPEAT, I'm happy. Torturous. 

Life As I Know It

Boredom. It's practically eating me up. The same boring rut day after day.. Now seriously? I have this strong urge now to just ram the keys and drive the car out of the driveway. But I can't. Because I haven't even started driving! Aaargh, my sad, pathetic life. But on the 18th, I'll be saying adiós to this rut, and hola college! For those people out there, who are waiting for their results before college, and not planning to work, did I say I'm sorry for you?:)

As you know that life as I know it is just downright boring, my school days seemed to be haunting me alot. Form 5 all I can say was plain torturous, but Form 4 would be one year I would LOVED to go back to. That was one year we took everything for granted, at least I did, and things were so much more fun!

Less pressure.

More laughs.

And sitting next to a crazy person like Lai Siew Ern? Those were AWESOME moments. Heck, I actually sat next to her for TWO years! And now I desperately miss her. I don't even KNOW where is she. That got me kinda of mad. In fact, I still am. SHE said she would kill me if I didn't get in touch always, har har, but what do we have now?! Dear Lai Siew Ern, if you EVER read this, you should know how mad I am of you.=P 

Last Monday, on the first day of school, I followed my aunt to school. My youngest cousin brother, the little devil, is starting his Standard One. As my aunt and uncle were bustling getting my cousin to his class, trying to persuade him in a failed attempt not to cry any louder, I sat back and observed everything around me.( Trust me, I am so not good at the persuasion department, it's better if I just shut up). 

And man, it was totally hard to believe I was actually a Standard One pupil 11 years ago! And yet, I still remembered my first day like it was yesterday. I remembered NOT crying on that day when many did, I remembered how my dad and I got lost searching for the class, we went all the blocks, all the floors only to find the class was the first one directly below the school office, and we actually passed that particular class a million time and yet we didn't realise it, and I remember mom waiting outside the class like most parents did towards the end of school that day. 

Being the first child with two younger brothers, AND the first grandchild of my maternal grandparents, I was really lost in a lot of things in my life. My parents didn't have really close friends with older children to consult to either. Still, I'm proud to say I found my way throughout my life, and hey, I'm seventeen going on eighteen now and am bracing myself for college life next.

Back to the story with my cousin's school, I expected a different scenario. Instead, I found more kids crying.

 Now, really, technology advancement and all ought to put a stop to that, no? I mean, kids these days, seriously, they seem way more intelligent in doing stuffs and not to mention the words they say, than we ever were. My little devil of a cousin was a smart-mouth, that annoying brat. But I was wrong. They didn't even understand what was the teacher trying to say during the morning assembly! Sad. And there was this little kid who came into school an hour later wailing with his dad carrying him in his arms. Haha. Those kids. But that was a fun experience. Watching kids bracing themselves on the first day of school. I don't think I will ever get to do it anymore. Their dread clearly etched on their face, carrying those school bags which some are way bigger than their owner! Carrying those water bottles of different shapes and colours...

Which only reminds me of my very own dread of going to college. It's like back to the first day of school, in a new school.:S I need loads of luck, aaah.

Someone, pretty much a genius really, gave me this advice:

Life is like a game. Play your cards well with patience and giving in a little and you'll win for sure. It's okay to make mistakes, but learn from it.:)