Time Told Me It'll Be Alright, I'm Not Gonna Lie, I'm Losing The Stride

I've tried wishing on stars, close my eyes so hard, made deals, made vows, tried screaming out.

Some people are so talented, they deserve more.
Currently having Chester See on reply in my iPod and, I think I bored Waniey, Chris and Vino with my swooning over him. Chester See!
Everything about him is magnifique! But the voice is the one that caught me. Such amazing voice. And eyes. Hahah.
Tonight, is a nerve-wrecking Wimbledon match-ups. And all I'm hoping is the best for Feliciano Lopez and Rafael Nadal. Not easy. Not easy. Good luck, guys.
Bryan and Vince practically corrupted our entire mind. They know too much, too much! And Chris got too curious.Too curious. Ohmygosh, you guys are crazay! Love you guys! But still., disgusting, Thank God that other person was asleep in the front of the bus, I don't know what would have happened had he joined us, for this ridiculous but according to Vince, 'educational' discussion. And stop with the stupid suggestions. Ugh.
Like Chris said: Life IS beautiful. Even when we got so hurt, it makes us stronger and wiser, and we become better. Because, life is beautiful.:)
And I can see that. Because there's more to the world than just living. More to the world than just having fun? Anything la.
We love the sunsets, we love the stars, we love everything that is beautiful.:) Hahaha.
And I love Chester See.
And Daniel Grigori.
And.. you know the rest.:)

So I'm done wishing on stars, close my eyes so hard, no deals, no more vows, I'm done screaming out.

Chester See! Beautiful song! Me hearts you.:)

We Were Enchanted To Meet You

Dear Shawn Ng Weng Ming,
Happy Eighteenth! Hope you are having the time of your life today, as it's a special one, you're eighteen already!
Here's a lil' post just for you, on your birthday, which happens to come in the wake of you leaving Taylors'. I must say that you will be sorely missed by us in PM12, for your presence among us was a fun one. You have always been the part of the soul of the class, and your absence will be felt deeply. Sound dramatic? Hahah, that's cause WE, PM12 PEOPLE ARE GONNA MISS YOU SO BADLY! You are one of the best classmate we could ever ask for, and thanks for all the help you have gave us all this while, especially in our studies. You are such a genius! An awe-inspiring hardworking one. Your last minute test flip-throughs have been a major help in some of our tests, so thank you, again. And you were an awesome team-mate as well. I am so super sorry that you had to adjust to a change in topic for our Thinking Skills project, but I'm sure you learnt ALOT. You were awesome during the presentation, with J-Lo, and Wee Minn, you guys bring spontaneous to a whole new level! Anyway, when in depression, never EVER drive yourself to the point of suicide, cut yourself, use drugs and whateverelse. HAHAH. We are definitely gonna miss the constant spats you had with James earlier the year, your gay partner! And you, Wee Minn and J-Lo are the craziest gang in PM12, definitely. You guys are awesomely amazing. Sadly, you will be leaving all of this, and all we can hold on to now is memories. And we did enjoy ourselves with all that music craze, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Justin Bieber and the rest. Where did all this craze gone now?? And you DID help me to be more tolerable to Lady Gaga's songs, and herself of course, I realised she is quite a nice person, after that stint with Maria Aragon. Not bad. So, thank youuuuu! And don't forget, SAM TSUI! He is missing this days, kind of, after graduating from Yale, but he is bound to be back. Now, you, MOVE ON TO RYAN HIGA AND KEVJUMBAAAAA! They are awesome. Super-awesome.:D And continue dancing, because you are just so good in it. Too good, so live it up in Cempaka! Whatever you choose to be, we all know you will be great in it, so live the life you have dreamt of, you will be great. And NEVER FORGET US HERE! Especially me. HAHAH. I will spam your facebook profile with all the good songs I've found, so be prepared. Update me about Lady Gaga too.:) And oh yeahhhh... me and Brandon never got to find the girl you like. We suspected someone, but, but, but... It's okay, just forget it. I bet you will find someone better in Cempaka? Hahah, just saying. And this time, make a move, for God's sake! And tell us about it! Hahaha.
Remember us here, smile everyday, and... carpe diem. Seize the day! Continue being crazay as always, and don't forget us when you are at the top. But then again.... I'll already be at the top, so... Let's just say, nice to meet you again. Hahah! So my farewell advice for now is....
Just be awesome, always. REMEMBER THIS ADVICE, OKAY? It's not easy to be awesome, but it's not hard to be awesome either. Just be awesome, like me.:) Thanks for everything! And please, do us a favour and always update that dying blog of yours.:S

Godiva Chocolates

We all can dream.

Pretty much life sucks, but who cares, right?
I ALMOST went to college today, when there is no class at all.
Thank you Lee Kern Yen and Rachel Saw Yi Jiau.
My dad would have murdered me.
No sports channel till October.=( That's cause of both my bros sitting for major examinations this year, and I miss out the chance to follow my guys. Last year's excuse was my SPM. Bang heads against the wall.
Still...

Semester 2 starts tomorrow. I don't know what the hell was I doing for Semester 1, those 6 months felt like it went to complete waste. Seriously, I wasn't being... me. The one who is always concerned about her studies, all the time, and not procrastinate, and not worrying about things that do not need to be bothered of and people who do not deserve the attention, stuffs like that. And man, did I learn the hard way. Now, I am paying for my mistakes. And it ain't pretty.Yet, we learn from our mistakes, it's what make us the better person, day after day, so I guess I take mistakes, as experiences. And with mistakes, the life gets worst. Struggles and pain. But I say, it's alright, let me feel it all, and savour the fact that I've been through all those rough times and pain, and make me who am I today. Sounds dramaaaatic, no? It's the truth. Life's an effing drama, and this season, either I wasn't playing my role that well, or I got a really sucky character. But if I look at it on the positive note, I could be Daniel Grigori trying make everything right, trying to save the world, bringing it back to how it should. Yes, as of tomorrow, in a new semester, I'm playing Daniel Grigori. What fun is it gonna be. Yeay me. LOL.

I don't know how the hell am I gonna brace college again after these long hols, but I sure am NOT looking forward to it. All those days I get to wake up late, laze around, and the bond I formed with my dog, I can say goodbye. This week is bound to be hell-ish thanks to the terrible results from semester papers.
What has happened to me? I am not me. At least I wasn't. Now I am. I think. I realised how I have abandoned all my usual habits and hobbies, and only realised it towards the end of the hols. AFTER 6 FREAKING MONTHS. Falling into the wrong company spells disaster. So boys and girls, choose careful who you want your closest buddies to be. Because some people, are just not worth it. Get those who help you make see the world from a wider point of view, and more beautiful one. Not narrow your view to the hedonistic age. It's so NOT worth it, trust me.
Anyway, these hols haven't gone to an entire waste, because I have embraced my favourite hobbies and habits as before, learnt alots of stuffs, got equal amount of bashing and lambasting from my parents and it looks like it's not gonna stop anytime soon, and.. I love my parents, I love my dog, I love my story books, I love Rafael Nadal, I love Lewis Hamilton, I love Fernando Verdasco and Fernando Torres, and I love my iPod. =) I wanna be back to the old me, soon I will hopefully. Thank you story books for always being there for me. Especially you, Harry Potter.Hahah.
Wimbledon, you will do well without me this year, again, so vamos, dude! Feliciano, time to make a breakthrough.
Wish me luck for this entire week, I'm gonna neeeeeed loads of them.

LOL. Have fun.:) G'day, mate!

I'd Be Cold Too If I Gave You My Jacket

Stayed up till freaking 2 am to finish up a story book in the morning only to find out at the end I have to wait till May 2012 for the sequel. So. Not. Fair! I want it now, now, now! It was sofreakinggood. And I want MORE! But I have to wait for a year. A YEAR! I'm gonna go NUTS, I swear! Why the hell does the author needs suchhhhh a long time to complete the sequel?
Does all the Lucas in story books need to be the hot guy with the black hair and amazing blue eyes.
Different books, same name, same description.
Saves my time in working out my imagination, I just recycled the same guy from one book to the other. Lol.
One's a werewolf, the other's a demigod. Sighs. Why is the demigod too perfect?
Speaking of demigods, FELICIANO LOPEZ! Finally, man, you came out of your BFF's shadow. Brilliant! Too good for Mr. Smartmouth.
I got the shirt Fernando wore for the Aussie Open this year, ahhhh awesome! Lol. My bros were jealous because I got jerseys and shirts from football, F1 AND tennis, and they only got a pile-up of football jerseys.=D
What's with the stars?

You Can Tell Me How Your Day Was, But I Don't Really Care.

Maybe. Things. Would. Have. Been. A. Little. Different. If. I. Had. Expected. Them. And. Thought. About. Both. Things. Earlier. But. Since. I. Did. Not....... Gahhhhhhhh. IfeelalittletoostupidfornotbracingmyselfandnowIhavetofaceitohmanIamsodead.
It's all gone to waste. Just. Like. That.
And. He. Died. Again. Wth?
Dear human race, have a nice day. Enjoy while can.(the right way, that is. You don't wanna see yourself in jail tomorrow. Lol.)

LOL.:D

Summerland

THESE, ARE THE UK COVER OF THE BOOK I WAS TALKING ABOUT. IMPRESSIVE. IT HAS BOTH DAMEN AND EVER ON THE COVER.

WHILE THE ONE IN MALAYSIA, THE ONE I BOUGHT:

UNFAIR!

That's it. I loveeeee the UK cover! What the hell la. But then again...

Thoughts Create, Forgiveness Is Healing.

“Hating requires caring. In which case I couldn’t possibly hate you.”-Ever Bloom.

I was not blogging for the past two days, because I was finishing a story book. In fact, it wasn't just any story book, it was the sixth and last book from my favourite series, which I've been reading devotedly since 2009. Devoted as in, I was always the first to get my hands on the books when they it the shelves, checking obsessively on the Net for the date of release and re-reading it countless of time. And this book, Everlasting, I was DYING to get it since I finished the fifth book last year. And thank you, Kinokuniya. Popular JJ Bukit Tinggi, YOU. SUCK.
It sure is a bittersweet feeling when your favourite series comes to an end, and this series, I read it right into the middle of the night, finishing the book at approximately 12.11 am. And yes I cried. It's OVER! Lol. And the book is, fantastic. There are so much about life I learnt from it, it's brilliant. Absolutely brilliant. And incredibly sweet. The book got me hooked, from the first page of the first book right to the last page of the last book. It might come off as a romance genre, but the lessons of life contained within the story was so beautifully crafted, I think it's wonderful. There wasn't any of those nonsense bland emotions like in Twilight, the book lived on with the main characters emotions, she faces the conflicts any normal girl would. And the heartthrob of the book, I can say is wayyy better than Edward Cullen those girls are swooning at. For one thing, he is brilliantly intelligent, and he's not pale or somewhat, not creepy and cold(literally) in any sense.
I haven't mentioned the book titles haven't I? Lol. It's the Immortal Series by Alyson Noel (She is brilliant!), consisting of six books, Evermore, Blue Moon, Shadowland, Dark Flame, Night Star, and Everlasting, And in case you are wondering, no it is not about bloodsucking pale-faced vampires, it's about immortals, human who gained their immortality from drinking an elixir, those beings who get to live forever. But there is a lesson behind it. It's no secret that mankind have searched centuries for the wake of an elixir, so this is a story of an Italian man who created himself the elixir, perfecting the recipe came up by his father, who died with his mother when they were killed by villagers who loathed the idea of the elixir, and the man, Damen Auguste, turned himself into an immortal, and helped a number of others from his orphanage when they were suffering death from the Black Plague. But for six hundred years, he suffered from the cost of immortality, not physically, but from the balance of life. He kept losing his soul-mate over many reincarnations, and was never at peace. And all it took was a girl and their love to reverse all the karma from the cost of immortality, and convinced him that physical immortality wasn't the key to anything, to true happiness. Six hundred years of paying through suffering, and he learnt life the hard way. It took him to learn from Ever Bloom, the story's main protagonist, who in absolutely brilliant, I mean she is the perfect role model of a main character as opposed to Bella Swan.(ridiculous.) Anyways, there are always an opposite to everything. Like Yin and Yang. It's our choice as to how we balance them. I may not have expressed about this book well enough, but I still think it's incredible, not sure how many others would find it like that though.:) It's a beautiful story. Beautiful, beautiful.:) (And I'm not gonna lie I do not have a crush on Damen, I did, since the first time. I mean, who doesn't want a guy who is willing to give up everything for you, who is incredibly intelligent, who paints like Picasso, who cooks amazingly, who has the Rafael Nadal-ish body, who drives A BMW, who can speak so many freaking languages, and everything else for that matter?=D Now THAT is a story book character WORTH swooning over.)

When I was in primary school, I grew up with Harry Potter, right till lower secondary.
When I was in higher secondary, I grew up with Damen Auguste and Ever Bloom. right till now.
Those are the two only series I had tears pouring when I finished them. No more stories of them! But they will always be in my heart.:)
Books are the most amazing best friend one could ever ask for. Lifeless? I don't think so. It helps bring our dreams to reality, because of the lessons it gives.

I suppose happily ever after does exist, if you give your heart a chance to accept it, just the way it is.:)

Hatred is too great of a burden to bear, it never was worth it. Forgiveness, is healing. It's something I learnt out of the book, don't laugh. Let people think what they want, do what they want to, the best we can do is give advice, let know what is reality. If they can't accept it now, they will always accept it one day, because truth prevails, the right always wins.:) For reals.

There's more to life. Don't be blinded. Don't be self-absorbed.

“My feelings for you are not conditional. I don’t judge you. I don’t lose patience with you. I don’t punish you. I just love you.That’s all. Pure and simple.” - Damen Auguste, Night Star.

Beautiful Like You

Wimbledon outfit, aaaah screams! Stunning. May the outfit finally brings you luck at SW19, you have my blessings, Nando. Love ya! 

If you could only just stop stop stop running, If you could just take a second to breathe it in, Everything, that you know, would be beautiful like you. 

You know that they are never gonna stop stop stop your love, Let's pretend that the world is waking up, Everything, that we see is beautiful, like you.:)

P.S- Have not even started with my Father's Day card, I am so doomed. Or not. Last minute work, is my second nature. 

P.P.S-Justin Drew Bieber, 9th, yes 9th! highest paid musician of the year, alongside U2, Lady Gaga, Elton John, Bon Jovi, Michael Buble, and ahead of his mentor Usher, Taylor Swift, Katy Perry... You are kidding me right?! He's only 17! 

Why is Alex O' Loughlin so incredible? Sighs.=)

By The Time You Hear This I Will Have Already Spiralled Up

I love my awesome friends.
Cause..
They give the most amazing advice one could ever get.

FutureNeurologistDude:

" He is like, the worst asshole I've ever seen in my life. Idiot like him should marry a female dog literally and learn how to bark."
"He keeps saying he got balls, is he really THAT scared people would know that he don't have any??"
" Anyway, you are wayyy ahead! In academic wise you are of course way ahead (I'm not sure whether I've done justice to this statement recently though, don't worry I'll be back for next semester, currently I'm just lost.), in atitude wise, super way ahead, social-wise, you mix with the right kind of people, way ahead.. You know NOT TO spend your money on booze unlike them, so hell yeah, WAY AHEAD!"
"Let's see, you learn to treasure friends, have a good sense of love, not puppy love like them (I must agree to this because hell yeah, my love for VerdascoNadalLewisRichandeveryoneinbetween is true! Just kidding.:D) not puppy loves like them and do not get all bitchy and horny like those bunch of gigolos, way way way ahead."
"It's okay, we all learn the hard way, don't let a bunch of gigolos ruin your day, cause you are just gonna notice one day their so-called balls does not exist."
"And yeah, kill him with your awesomeness, OUTSHINE HIS "SO-CALLED" BALLS WHICH HE IS SO PROUD OFF, cause you are real, he is merely made-up."
Ohmygosh, HAHAHAH! I was almost closed to tears, it was so damn hilarious! Dude, you made my day! Thanks a bunch.:) I'm not sure I deserve all of those compliments I was showered with, lol, but the advice, is no doubt, AMAZING.
And to you guys out there, if anyone tried to knock you down, this is for you as well.:D

And this other one is from another friend, who was with me the entire time I had to face all the thrash I was put through:

SwooningOverChrisHemsworthpartner-in-crime:

"I am so proud of you, you stayed calm the whole time and didn't bring yourself to his level, you are awesome.:)
"He's just so insecure now since you've exposed him, he just needs to bring people down so that he feels good. Keep fighting, support here, and I don't think he even has balls.  Let's not waste our precious breath talking about people who deserve it.:)"

Ahhh, you, thank you so much for being with me all the time!
Cause we are awesome like that.;)

I really really love my amazing friends, you guys are AWESOME!=)

Now let these words be like a switch blade to a haters rib cage 
And let it be known from this day forward 
I wanna just say thanks cause your hate is what gave me the strength :)

I got ALL the books of The Immortal Series, and I am as happy as I can be! Got the 6th and final book today, Everlasting. Hahah. I am so addicted to that series, the only series which caught me, after Harry Potter, but not like anything can compete with the HP series, they are too amazing, and incomparable. If you have NOT read the Hary Potter series, I say, SHAME ON YOU. I mean, HOW COULD YOU NOT READ THEM?! The books are practically...
LEGEND-wait-for-it-DARY! =)

Had A Dream I Was King, I Woke Up, Still King

Every night sky tells a story. It tells of a day where hope was lost, and hope was found. A day where love was lost and love was found. A day of pain. A day of happiness. A day where lesson was learnt. A day where regret was felt. And the weight of the day, lies at night. And when you stare up at the night sky, whether the star-strewn  sky or cloud-covered carpet, you know there are stories lying beneath them. Some stories to be unfold, some to be told, to inspire. But just the sight of the sky, fuels the hope in you. And you choose to believe.

And that's when you know, the world has so much to it, mysteries, and beauty.
Because the night sky holds so much.:)

Anyway, I know who you are, I know you came 'barging' into my blog, read it, and caused the fight that started. Hahah. Girl, such a fool, aren't you? Because you wanna SUCK UP. But too bad, honey, it just proves how stupid you are. Thanks for confirming.=) You don't KNOW me, and you don't know, how way smarter I am from the rest of them, and yes, you should know how blessed I am, intellectually. Isn't it obvious, from the way I handled things, diplomatically rather than breaking into profanities, which makes him sound like a B with an itch and me, the calm diplomat. Besides, what I said, what I posted, being my opinion, is not wrong in any way, because we all have opinions, we all are entitled to them. But looks like my words, are powerful enough, cause looks like it touched a nerve. Ouch. That is why it was made such a great deal out of. The truth hurts, doesn't it? Yeahh baby, cause I awesome like that.:)
You can keep knocking, but won't knock me down.

Fyi, if drunkards and wild party-goers are not a bad thing at all, in fact it 'helps' Malaysia moves forward, Lindsay Lohan would be a saint, she'd be GOD!=)

I happen to take pride in not having anything to do with people who tries to bring me down, as of last night, because, I'm smart like that.:) Honestly, you try to screw up a girl who is smart and talented in so many things, and who is definitely brain-neurones wayyy ahead of you? I can't believe how some people, not really that smart, but their wear the fake confidence in their face , flaunting it like their crown. I see now, you are dumb-er than I think you are! I must, however thanks to those people who witness these pandemonium and chose to stand by me (thanks, guys!), and especially you, girl, your words are the best thing I woke up to this morning. Thanks alot you, thanks for being my awesome friend. We might have just clicked, but time and age are no limit to the great things we achieve together.

Speaking of which, all I can say is, say whatever you want, do whatever you like, just don't look ahead and regret, cause I'm way ahead of you.:) If you think you can be way successful than yours truly, prove it, in what you achieve in your life, but then again, aren't you the typically Malaysian, "No action, talk only"?
How they all become such fragile broken things.

This entire week, (okay, so it's only half a week so far) I have devoted myself to help my dad with work. His work ain't easy, but it's amazing. Duh, business. The most risky field of all, only the best survives. And Daddy, it shows how amazing you are to be on top of it, I'm so proud of you.:) It feels amazing having to follow him to work, meet clients, note the way they speak, and what with my dad's career going international, meeting clients from other countries, is fabulous. It's the way they speak and their names, which interest me the most. Lovely. Hahah.

One of the best things in life is, to make someone smile. Make them see the world, see that there's more to life than there is around us. And I try to do that, all the time, and I hope that I did it today too.:) Let's try to forget the pain, the troubles, create smiles, make dreams. And there shouldn't be any reason to wreck the relationship between 2 people, spread the love not the hatred. What do you get from cooking up a storm of war? Bad blood between two people, can hurt alot. But if one of them are too mundane to see it through it all, you can do anything, but believe in those who really matter in your life.
I love my family, and my real friends. Thanks guys, for being THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER BEEN MINE.:)

Let's try to be more like Captain Jack Sparrow, cause seriously, he doesn't make a problem out of anything, and faces everything just the same. Does he like, ever emo? Hahah. Jack Sparrow, you make an awesome inspiration, cause you are awesome!=)

Definition of Real Awesomeness: Richard Herrera

I think the best thing about this holidays so far, happened to me today:
I WATCHED THE AMAZING RACE ASIA 4 AGAAAAIN!
And God knows how much I miss my star pair, Richard Herrera and Richard Hardin!
I miss Richard Herrera ohsomuch, because, he is BEYOND amazing.
Fantastic.
I was in tears when I watched it, even knowing that all the shit they went throughout the entire race, they did emerged as the final winner, deservingly so. Love you guys!

They inspire me, they are amazing, and pretty much, they deserve all the fandom there is.:D

You Dare Tell Me Who To Be, Who Died, And Made You King Of Anything?

Well, some may say I need to be afraid, of losing everything, because of where I had my start and where I made my name, but everything's the same, at the La La Land machine.:)

Somehow, some people come barging into my blog, and they cannot accept my opinion and make a hell out of it. I stand by what I say, because it's my opinion what matters, no? As far as I know, I don't defame anyone. I just speak about lesson learnt and send out the love. Hahah. Apa-apa je la. Oh come on, be a good sport, and learn. And misconceptions, misconceptions. Believe the wrong thing, and fight for the wrong reason, The world, is a funny, funny place.
I blog to express, not to impress, enough said. And...
I speak the truth, only the truth and nothing but the truth. Lol.

When I say I'mma do something, I do it, I don't give a damn about what you think, I'm doing this for me.

I have an amaaaazing life, and I love it, just the way it is.

I quote: "Don't like me? Lol, Okay. I don't wake up every single morning to impress judgemental hypocrites like you. You know what life is? Because you need one? Hahah."
I fight for the rights of people who need it, for people who are right. So yeahhh. Anyway, once again I hold on to what I say, this is MY BLOG. I don't DEFAME anyone, I talk about stuffs that should be brought out to think about.
Seriously, why do I even bother with people like these? If Lewis Hamilton had been so critical like this, he would have quit F1 long ago. (Speaking of whom: Nikki Lauda: "You Are going to get someone killed!" HAHAHA!)
God is great, He knows the truth, always have. Let Him be the judge. Love you, God.
Some people are so afraid of the world and the truth. Sighs. And I NEVER and NEVER WILL hold a grudge on ANYONE, because.. I'm cool like that.:)

Anyway, 4th day into holiday, and I've never felt so relax! Exams killed. Ugh. And am currently re-reading Harry Potter, (ahh my inspiration!) and ohmygod the book is in the worst condition ever. Are there any book doctors around? I need a shopping spree for books! Can you believe Pavillion doesn't have a bookstore. Seriously. And Popular JJ still has not updated their booklist.
Shaun Wee and Lee Kern Yen, somehow always manage to link Rebecca Black to Justin Bieber. Ohmygoshwhatiswrongwithyouguys?!

I'm currently obsessed about this song.:)

 'Cause I'm raising the bars, I shoot for the moon, but I'm too busy gazing the stars, I feel amazing enough.:)

There's Just Too Much That Time Cannot Erase

For me, the holidays starts officially, tomorrow. I think. But the weekends have been relaxing. I think.
Couldn't blog yesterday 'cause was at Bukit Bintang. Prettay amazing. The crowd was extra huge yesterday, thanks to the Angry Bird Nokia Challenge, and so was the traffic. Came home, almost 11 at night.
Exhaustion!

Oh yeahhh, and watched X-Men: First Class yesterday. I know, I know, LATE. But what am I to do? Exams.
Anyway, the movie was.. not bad. This reaction doesn't seem THAT right coming from me, right? Hahah. That's cause it wasn't as explosive as I expected. Hell, I prefer Pirates over X-Men! But it's understandable as the director had said it was only a movie to introduce the new casts and revive the X-Men series. Like Batman Begins. I just felt the director didn't really use the X-Men's power to their full potential. Not enough, not enough. Professor X's power is unbeatably the best, with just his mind, and I wouldn't mind having that power. Lol. But the one who caught my eyes, was... Alex Summers a.k.a Havoc a.k.a Lucas Till. I mean, I have alwayssss loved Lucas, so very much, and when I found out he has been casted as one of the X-Men, I was screaming. Yes, screaming. Hahah And his power.. brilliant! Michael Fassbender was fabulous, so it kinda disappointed me when he turned sides, but at least he makes bad looks good.=)
Ohkay, what am I doing here doing movie reviews? Hahah. Couldn't resist. X-Men. And Hugh Jackman a.k.a Wolverine, makes a lovely cameo. HAHAHA! That was so random. Seriously. Lovely.
Ahhh I'm suffering from severe headache!

Anyway, Facebook these days is getting prettay boring AND interesting.
But it's quite stupid too.
There are some people who get drunk and post their semi-naked pictures on Facebook and expect people to swoon over them. Hold on, they are guys. Hahah. But I find it.. stupid. Seriously, like we are interested in knowing how you got wasted and embarass yourselves like fools in some random room? And the best part, they are same age, like me. And there are some few pictures of their stupid semi-naked pictures and some bottles or cans of alcohol drinks. I say: S-t-u-p-i-d. And then they take pictures of different posts, goofy ones and again, stupid. Ohmygosh, seriously when I saw some of those pics, which kept popping up randomly on my homepage, it's like porn! No, seriously.
Ask me who do I consider stupid.
 Is it a child who struggles so badly in his studies, failing consistently with a perfect 0 all the time? No, not at all. Ever heard of Albert Einstein? Learn his story.
 Is it the guy who makes lame jokes and acts stupid? I don't think so. KevJumba, Ryan Higa and many more made it big, with such acts, and everyone even me, loves them so.
 Is it the guy who's blur ALL the time? Nahhh he's too stuck in his own world. Mark Zuckerberg created a reality from his daydreams.
But you know what is stupid? Uncivilised idiots who think drinking is so cool and snap semi-stupid-naked pictures and post on Facebook, deeming themselves the biggest drunk the world has known, and think they are so awesome having a greatly amazing time........... drunk. And looking like.. Bona fide, fools.
These people, thinks the world is too small. They are too blinded, to see there are more things to worry, care, and learn about.
I was at BB yesterday, and it's common you see beggars and crippled people begging for the sympathy of the people around. But while I was eating dinner(and I must say BB is my favourite food haunt everrr after Penang) and listening to my iPod, (which I dropped it on the road and got dented horribly! ) I saw this man and lady. The lady was on a wheelchair, singing for people's sympathy, the man was the one who caught my attention. He was walking.. using his hands. His legs, were weirdly distorted, folded in some complicated way, crippled and wasted. But the fact that he works, trying to get money to support his life, and using his hands to walk, touched me somehow. I know this sounds, err corny? But I don't feel so. Because it's reality. Most people like him, would lie down in bed, not doing a thing, This man, WALKED WITH HIS HAND. He used his both arms exactly like we used our legs, for the aid of mobility. And ironically, my iPod, was playing Evanescence's My Immortal, which is sad enough to add to the man's situation. Like a reality's soundtrack? And I felt reaaally tearful that night. I mean, there are some who takes life for granted, drinking for pleasure, finding unnecessary pleasures, when such special people? They can't even do basic stuffs like we do.
And no offence, but getting drunk, at a young age, you see that mostly in stupid Indian guys? Hahah. I'm not being racist(funnily the race being my own), but realistic. It angers me to see these stupidity which is.. stewpid. Not all Indian guys are like this, a small quantity are, so don't get me wrong. I say, get a life.

The combo of liars, cheats and idiots, should be roasted or drowned.:) Man, I'm sounding sadistic. Hahah.

By the way, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 21ST KevJumbaaaaaa! Me hearts you! And HAPPY Belated, Ryan Higa!=)

Aren't they cute? LOL. Talented idiots.:)

C'mon Lewis, I love you! Believe, in miracles.:)

You're Wrong When It's Right, It's Black And It's White!

Exams over, hello holidays!

I know, weirdddd. I mean, practically most Malaysians are having their hols coming to an end, and here I am, just beginning. Taylors' strategy. Oh God, who cares.

Anyway, I survived a week of exams and it wasn't prettay. It was BAD. Like extremely bad.. No, we don't have to go there. I wouldn't wanna tell you how I screwed up ALL my papers.:)

Because I'm feeling so at peace with the world. Don't ask me why, I don't know.

Was rocking out at the resort club just now. 

So anyway, I'm back and will be here for the next two weeks. Yes, holidays!

Like I said, exams were bad, but it wasn't the only thing that got me disturbed. Ugh. I mean seriously some people, should just... just... never exist. Suchaa pathetic liar, and plain stupid. And a big lameass. Oh well, I should give a damn, shouldn't I? When the world gets in your face, just smile and say, ' Have a nice day.'=)

What's not worth it, never was worth it, so accept it. Anyway, these days I just sit back and enjoy the show. It was so embarassing, so all I do is laugh at your stupidity. Oh and I'm not the only one, she does so too.:) You're disgracing yourself! Sucha a fool, haha. Ooh and that new muse of yours, lame. Sucha s.... Don't ask.

Ohkay, I just don't know what to blog. I mean, during exams, I just felt I have so much to blog, but now, I'm blank. 

I don't have any plans for the holidays, at least not yet. But I'm gonna forget anything and everything about college that's for sure.:) I need storybooks. Popular JJ Bukit Tinggi, is ridiculous. There are no new books since the last I paid a visit to it. Back to reading Harry Potter, and my favourite out of the seven, Harry Potter and the Order Of Phoenix. I must have read that single book for nearly 50 times, and no I'm not lying. If you see the condition of the book, you might believe me. 

Oh yeah, since my last post was on Sunday, I didn't blog about a certain person who needs mentioning.

Rafael Nadal Parrera. If you have been reading my previous posts, you would know how I'm totally crazy of him, and like one of his biggest fans. But you would also have read that few weeks ago I said I don't think Rafael Nadal might not win the French Open. But during the French Open, you would also have read how nerve-wrecked I get every time Nadal goes on court to play. Yeah, that's just me, as much as I don't predict them to win because of certain circumstances, at the same time I pray so badly for them to win.

So, by now the entire world would have known how he has won the French Open for a historical sixth time, beating Roger Federer. The entire world except for Jovan Chin who asked me today who won the French Open, and only today start grieving over Federer's defeat. So yeahh. 

Congratulations, Rafael Nadal, you never let me down, even when defeated. Vamos, Matador.

Ahhh, I love you so much!

Life is so weird, exciting and plain scary. I'm awesome.:)

Anyway, Jason Low, wants me to blog about him. For now, I can't find anything. Maybe soon, but I can say, Jason Low, you make the perfect J-Lo of our class. You, the J-Lo, Shaun the Pitbull. HAHAH.

And they rock, on the floor? Before you go... So lame... Tan Wee Minn, made this up. Oh, he's Taylor Swift's protege. So much craziness, so much fun, so much things worth noticing.:) I'm gonna miss my classmates, for two weeks.=( That's for sure. Jason Low, you crazy guy! Enjoy holidays, in Muar.

Pitbull? HAHA, SHAUN!

Just Kidding, J-Lo and Pitbull. a.k.a Jason Low and Shaun Wee?

Always believe in God, there are some questions Google can't answer.=)

Katy Perry lifts my spirit, always. Too be as crazy and enjoying life the way she does, amazing. I mean, Russell Brands her husband! And her wedding? Far from ordinary. So yeah, we all can't just be ordinary, we must be extraordinary, and life will hit us the right way.:) Be special, stand out, and then say you are awesome. LOA? Seeking attention? Lame? Forget it, they don't know what it's like to be special. But then again, you gotta be nice to everyone too. To make someone else smile, is an incredible thing.:)

Like Ryan Higa and KevJumba? Yes, exactly like Ryan Higa and KevJumba.:D Got their fever currently, cause it's been a long long time since I last watched their videos. Like last month? Hahah. I love them. And I love everyone else too. Happy holidays, Rachel Saw, Alison Chiew, and the rest of my classmates and my bus-mates.:)

P.S- The first half of this post was composed with my eyes glued to the screen watching Nando Verdasco  so pardon me for any grammatical error or spelling errors.

 Anyway, Nando's on a run of bad luck, his game, bad! But he still looked amazing with those rare forehand returns giving glimpses of his amazing self. Its okay if you lose today, Nando, I'm still here for you. Just don't get to disheartened, it breaks my heart.:) And the rain has to come and disrupt the broadcast, and I don't get to watch him finishing his last points. It's not like he gets air time too often! Ugh. You awesome Verdasco. Te Queiro!

Have a nice day ahead, everybody! Be special. be a firework, but don't be lameasses who thinks fun is all about clubbing and getting drunk and dancing their asses out with 'so-called' hot girls. It's not, it's called, LIFELESS AND STUPID.

Reminds me what Bryan Ong said today:

Bryan: "Eh Victor, come let's go clubbing."

Victor: "Sure, why not?" (sarcastic smile)

Bryan: " Yeah and my mom will skin me alive."

HAHA. Cute.

Like seriously, God knows how she survived throughout the entire series. If it was reality, she would have died half-way through the first book, Twilight. lol.

Nice Guys Finish Last, That's Why I'll Treat You Like Thrash

On KevJumba's channel:

On Ryan Higa's channel:

On Chester See's channel:

They are... awesome, as usual. Amazingly awesome. Hahah. I usually prefer KevJumba to Ryan Higa, but in these videos, who cares? It's good.(Ooh and I love Chester See's voice!) Something that keeps me relaxed with this exam fever. Dies!

Tomorrow I die. Like DIE, DIE. Ahhh God save me!

Tonight's the night! Roger Federer meets Rafael Nadal!

Can you believe it? It was a messed up start to the French Open, until the semis where ALL top 4 made it, and then, as I predicted, Rafa meets Roger. Because, no matter how some dude suddenly rose to supremeness in being unbeatable for a record, Roger and Rafael are still the best. World's best in centuries.

And I'm so freakin' scared! I would do anything for Rafael to clinch it! Pray with me, please.

Li Na is AMAZING. I'm so happy she won! She deserved the title, no doubt about it. In fact, she missed out in Australia, losing to Clijsters, and now she got it right!

Fernando Torres finally scores for his country! 26th goal.=)I am so proud! In fact when I checked the report this morning about the Spain vs US friendly, and as  go down the article, I kept praying, "fernando torres scores, fernando torres scores" AND HE SCORED! The FOURTH goal for Spain. Ahhhh I love you!

Ohkay, my last post till my exams are over. I need a doctor to cure this procrastinating problem. Oh God, seriously, SAVE ME! My inspirations, stay with me. I am gonna dieeeeeee.

I'm serious.

Jason Low, I will post something about you after exam. Don't worry.:)

Dear Rafael Nadal, Shall I Compare Thee To A Summer's Day?

I will make a quick pitstop here just for Rafael Nadal.
Who is he?
Only one of the most amazing person to ever walk the Earth.
Tennis fan or not, EVERYBODY reveres him!
Because he has done fantastic things only one can phantom of and here goes, more miracles.
And he is definitely the best inspiration and perfect role model, for me.

Trust me, learn about him, and you will see, how amazing he is. His never say never attitude, his determination to win and learn. Just amazing. AMAZING. Rafael Nadal=Amazing. Balanced equation. Period.:D
Anyway, this amazing guy, turns 25 today. And he has to face Andrew Murray at the courts.
On his birthday. Oh gosh, it's not fair! Nerves, and tensed atmosphere on your birthday? Not a good way to turn 25. But who knows, luck has it's own way.:)
Rafael Nadal facing Andy Murray is not an easy thing. Both are super-talented players, Rafael being the world no.1 and Andy being the world no.4. So, pray with me, we want to see Rafael Nadal owning the grounds which belong to him! He IS the King Of Clay, after all.
So, Deena Verdasco, keep calm and believe. I love you so much, Rafael. You have always been my numero uno, and will always be my numero uno. Te queiro, mi amo.
Strong is beautiful. It always has been.

I want to go to each and every place of my dreams with you, but then again, I don't mind standing here and gazing at the stars, with you.:)
And that was the most random thought in my head couple of moments ago. Romantic, no? Fernando, I still love you.:)
The stars tonight, are simply breathtakingly gorgeous.

You are my star. Feliz Cumpleanos, Rafael.:)