Liverpool And The Curse Of The Draw

So... I'm leaving today, and well this will be the last post for a long time. Will be blogging like mad when I come back, don't worry.:)

Last night, we went to AEON for some last minute shopping, and my mom needed a bag. So while wandering around, we wanted to check out the bags at Universal Traveller. And I saw a certain someone who looked a LOT like Rachel Saw Yi Jiau. Approaching closer, IT IS HER. And seriously lah, we got the coolest way of greeting each other. Trying to punch the other and fell into this giggling fit, like psychos. MAD LAH. I heart you, Rachel Saw! Hahaha. My crazy partner-in-crime.

Right now, I'm uploading pictures from my DSLR into my laptop, a friggin' 864 pictures since I last uploaded. Woaaah. And more to come. I'm almost done with packing, don't know if I have everything with me. Packing can be a headache. Ugh. And my bag is so full, there are loads more not in the bag yet. Oh well. AND I'M SO TIRED.
The reason behind THAT is... I slept only for 4 hours last night. Went hardcore watching sports, F1 and football. SO GOOD. I mean, F1 was a disaster, gearbox problem. GEARBOX PROBLEM! Only when we were treated with another awesome fight between Massa and Hamilton, and suddenly Lewis' car slowed down. I was like, WHATTHEHELL? He retired from the race. Sighs.
But we kept changing the channel back and fro between F1 and football, until that occured. NO MORE F1. Lewis Hamilton FTW, in 2012! Hahah. Liverpool. SO PROUD. They drew with the team who thrashed Man Utd 6-1, thanks to a VERY classy performance. And the SHOULD HAVE WON! Bad luck.:( But still, we drew. Unbeaten at home, baby! Liverpool, had a defence of STEEL. So unbreakable. PERFECT. Agger, Skrtel, Downing, Enrique and Lucas, midfield. Aaaaah, you guys are amazing. AMAZING! Now, what we need is a striker who can finish. Suarez was totally OUT yesterday, they should have brought Carroll EARLIER! I never liked Carroll, but he has enough skills and the physique itself to beat Man City. Unfortunately... But still, amazing Liverpool.

I feel very bad, now. My puppy is being sent for boarding for SEVEN days, SEVEN! in our regular pet shop. And the thought of not being able to see him for seven days, and.. he won't like that place. His daily routine of running exercises, playing with me, getting the bread, going for a walk in the park.. he's not gonna get any of that for seven days. And the thought of that alone, breaks my heart. Well, cause this is the first time we are leaving him alone and going for vacation, ever since we got him, last year. The last one year, we simplycouldn't get out for vacation, and when we finally could, I don't feel like going anymore. I love my puppy too much, he means the WORLD to me! I know, weird. But he does. He's like a HUGE part of the family. And he's gonna be in a place without everything he enjoys, daily. I broke down just moments ago, silly lah. Just praying with all my heart he wouldn't be tortured in anyway, and taken with great care. I'm gonna miss you terribly, dear Torres.:(  Sofreakin'unfair.
I'm gonna miss that amazing smile. He's a beauty like no other. I'll be back, I promise.
So, bye for now.

'Ohana means family and family means no one is left behind, or forgotten.'

Today is a special day to two very important people, to me. My best buddy, Christina and my beautiful mother.

And I pray for their happiness and their smiles. Had a surprise planned for my mother later on, hoping she would be surprised, hahah. And hoping that she would love the gift. (fingers crossed.) Later having a gathering at my uncle's house, that's gonna be fun.:) I realised the best part about surprises, is not about receiving, but the planning and the giving. And I am truly excited. Can't wait! And.. white chocolate macadamia cake. Aaaah. My mom's favourite.:) I just couldn't wait to see the smile on my mother's face. Recent times have not been very easy for her, what with no maid around, she looks so exhausted at the end of every day. So I want tonight to be a memorable one for her.

 Loving her with all my heart.:)

As for Christina.. we have practically grown into a family now, and if it weren't for her. She makes attending college, something I look forward too, and we have grown together this year, learning alot of things along the way, and that is something I truly cherish, have now and will always. We faced the highest moments and the lowest too, together, and thinking about it made me realised how amazing everything was. So often I've taken my life for granted. Funny, how both of us are very insecure in so many ways, almost as if we are one and the same. And I had the best birthday in my life, thanks to her. Thank you. Just wanna say, Chris, you are amazing just the way you are. You know you are worthwhile, and I hope we can walk he path ahead of us together. Hahaha. Can't wait. I know you would be there for me, as much as I am for you. SIX YEARS NOW! We have known each other, THAT LONG. Incredible. So many moments, we shared. Funny, sad, happy.. each one beautiful in it's way. Thanks for coming into my life. And you are definitely that one friend who remind me of home. From the girl from the class next to mine in Form 1 and 2, to my Puan Asiah's tuition partner-in-crime, to my dearest college mate, you're the best homie I've ever had. AND THAT BUCKET LIST! We still haven't come around writing it down. The superhighexpectations and all... jeesh. Hahah. Ooh, and remember, "You are better than me, keep it that way."? Sangat the sweet lah. Got hope.:)

And may you find someone like Brya Cameron Mitchell in the near future, but the rest of us, still thinks you do not realise a good thing that's already in front of you. All the best in your future undertakings, and NEVER EVER forget me.

 I lessthanthree you, beautiful.

My life is definitely alot more beautiful with these people I love around. Hoping for forever may be hard, but we can work it out, can't we? I believe in it.

#EverybodyHasThat1Friend.. Who Reminds You Of Home.

Ladies and gentleman, I am about to realise my long time dream, starting next month.

I have enrolled in guitar class, woots! Seriously, at least act like you're happy for me lah, because I am totally BEYOND ecstatic! My third instrument after the piano and the violin. I DID learn a lil' about guitar before from my fantastic brother (not!), but firstly, the tutor was too good I can't really pick up the notes, and secondly, even if I managed to get the hang of it, it was classical guitar. I'm on course for acoustic guitar, and my dad got me one. Thanks dad. And for the new pair of Converse too. Seriously, I can get my dad bankrupted in a day. Guilty conscience, here.

And today... I injured my sprained left foot.. AGAIN. Slipping it into a hole in the middle of the road. And why oh why does it ALWAYS happen when I'm with Rachel Saw Yi Jiau?! The PAIN! Rachel says that I'm destined for it. A destroyed left foot. Why am I so clumsy, God knows. And I was like whining all day, till my bro came home. He fell and sprained his foot during ice skating practice. And God knows it might be a fracture. So, I kinda had it alright, compared to him. Oh seriously.
I'm so freakin' injury-proned, that nothing is ever safe around me. Though I get the damages. Oh well.

Tomorrow's my mom's and Christina's birthday. I'm an useless daughter, because... I have not gotten her ANYTHING yet. Don't blame me though, she sticks with me ALL THE TIME, it's pretty hard getting away from her. I'm thinking of planning an escapade tomorrow. TOMORROW. On the day of her birthday. Fail lah.

P.S-While reading a book today, I realised Ryan Higa is the reason I'll never pronounce etc the same again. Instead of et cetera, I went eteca! Like trying to pronounce etc directly? Yeahh. Thanks alot lah Ryan, thanks alot.

I Mean My, My, My You're Like Pelican Fly

Done with finals, and IT FEELS SO GOOD!
Hahah. The mild excitement in me. Life looks so much more beautiful, now. Sighs.

Anyway, I guess I really am back to blogging business, for real, and not just posting crappy stuff updating what I do from time to time. You wouldn't want to hear that, no? My life nothing great. The only exciting bit is in my head. But it's alright. Most of us don't know how to appreciate a good thing when it's when it's in front of us.
But anyway, about blogging for real, I will be missing almost 7 days of blogging from the 29th of November, as I'll be in India. Ahh, the land rich with cultures and values. It's a beautiful country, really, but somehow it's just not hitting the standards. Corruption, poor organisations, a havoc government, these are definitely things the country could do WITHOUT. But when will the world change for good, no one knows. These time, we're hitting Bangalore which is a better side of India compared to it's southern neighbours. (Or so I've been told.) So anyway, I am really excited, because it's been ages since my last overseas trip to Australia and the flying part is always the exciting one. And I'll be missing classes in college. Naturally I was not thrilled to hear about the trip and missing classes, because I really do not want to get on the bad side of my lecturers, but I'm left with no choice. Told Mr Subra today, he was fine with it. Don't know about the rest though.
So yeah, there's gonna be a whole new adventure next week, (I feel like Aladdin Princess Jasmine, having to get out of this daily rut) and despite it being India, where I'm heading too, I think anywhere's fine for now. As long as it's OUT OF MALAYSIA. Don't get me wrong, I love my country, but sometimes, fresh air is in dire need for the sanity of one's mind. :)
Perhaps I might get some good stories to blog about. And pictures too. (Speaking of which, I CAN'T FIND MY USB CABLE FOR MY DSLR AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZAY! I'm so dead.)

So, now that exams are OVER, the first thing I did was the trip to the bookstore. And I got two really good books. I feel so much at home now. :) The last book I read was like, two months ago, Weng Ming's The Last Song and Dear John, and two months of no books is crazy. And I needa update my iPod. Poor thing died weeks ago. But then again, college's not over, so there's the balancing act. And 2011 is coming to an end. I am sure not sorry to see the last of it. Though I'll be missing my friends' craziness everyday. In class, there's the beyond insane Rachel Saw. She makes me want to attend classes in college at least. Maybe a little. (I sitll hate classes.) And then there's that crazy and loud family, Christina, Brian, Bryan, Chia and Vincent. Every one of us practically lives in the same area, except for Chris, and yet we are too lazy to meet. Except for badminton matches.

Few weeks ago, I watched Aladdin, and I realise how much of a Disney movie-freak I am. What can I say, I'm probably a hopeless romantic too. But but but there's no denying Aladdin is a beautiful story. It's incredible, and how true what people want out of life. The poor, the rich, the average, all of them have their own dilemmas, problems, and heartfelt wishes. All of us come to a point where we feel... stuck. But it's just amazing what we can do when we put our heart into it. I'm totally in love with the movie. And the song! I've been singing 'A Whole New World' for weeks now, in hopes I get to see that world one day. HAHAHA. I sound so... weird. Okay, so I'm a dreamer, SO WHAT? Now where's that dude with the Super Bass? (Continues dreaming.)

Alright, one more day of college and then it's HOLIDAYS! Temporarily at that too, but it's okay lah.

P.S-I need him to be back the way he was, and always has been. Why let exam pressures to change you? The way you treat me these days, is just plain hurtful. I'm sorry. (If only lah I can tell him this. What's wrong with you people?!)

Peace out! :)

Precociousness: Sophia Grace Brownlee

I'll be back. Tomorrow. Once I'm done with the last paper this finals. Just dropped by to say, this blog is not dead. I'm sorry, darling. Just a little busy at the moment, and then... I'm on top of the world!
Oh, love.

She completely bewitches me. Exaggerations? But she is amazing. Been watching her since day 1 on Ellen, and I'm completely spellbounded, as much as Ellen is. And Rosie's getting her voice stronger every episode. Awwwh. Seriously, we want more of her. 

I Would Make You Stay

Finally it's Fridaaaaaay!
The weekends are hereeee!

And the week is over, so over. And it wasn't exactly great.
So anyway, yesterday I just couldn't resist watching the Malaysia vs Indonesia SEA games match, despite having Biology today.
And, it was amazing! Okay, not all that great but but but, we shut 'em Indonesian fans up! The entire nation was definitely watching the match and THANK GOD M'sia won. In your face, Indonesia. The best part about watching M'sia's matches is that, the spirit. In my house, and everywhere else. Normally, when we watch the much prestigious English Premier matches, we are segregated into... Liverpool, Chelsea, Man Utd, Arsenal.. But games involving our Msian team like yesterday, we all wanted one thing: Malaysia FOR THE WIN! Twitter was blowing up with the Malaysian-Indonesian match and aaaahhhh. Seriously, awesome lah really. And hilarious. Sorry lah, when it's not Liverpool players I tend to make fun of the team. Natural instinct.

So so, right now I'm stranded in college and... blogging. It's not that bad in the computer room with these idiots, Chris, Vincent and Chia. I lessthanthree you people.
Tomorrow, more shopping! And that's cause there's three, THREEE freakin' functions, so yeahhh.
I don't even know what I'm blogging for lah. Aaaah hell.

OhmygoshtheChelseavsLiverpoolmatchisthisSundayaaaaaah! Liverpool, FTW!

Enséñame A Soñar.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEAUTIFUL!

A toast to the man who is amazing just as he is. Fernando Verdasco Carmona. You may not be at the top, but you will always be in my heart. (cheesy, I know.) Hahah. Hope you get that big cup next month, time to make Espana (and me) PROUD! 

And hopefully 2012 will be an amazing year for you (and me toooo) VAMOS! Get that beautiful hair back, and continue looking muy caliente at all times, you know you have my love. 

And the exciting part is... I have Fernando's birthday in my new passport! Aaaaah! 15.11.2011.

Ohmygosh, why you so cute?

Fernando, is a fighter. Always have, and always will be.

The Magic Behind A Smile

Time to make some noise!
 He did it, he did it, he did it! Lewis Carl Davidson Hamilton, showed the world yesterday, why he is the man. The best racer out there. And finally, a F1 race with an epic start. Just around the first corner and so-called world champion gets a lockout and spins out of the race. With a broken rim, perhaps? Poor thing. NOT.
Hahah, I'm so mean. But all the love in the world to the man I'm in love with, Lewis Hamilton! (He's doing better after that break-up with Nicole. #Justsaying)
He finally won his third race after months, and back to his best. Fernando Alonso had no answer to the way he drove, flawless, flawless!

What's nice is that i think i may have something for him, how confusing. maybe just maybe the FOUR boyfriends i have will end up to be FIVE? *Shrieks!

I know, so random right. Let me tell you, that was not me. That, was a certain Christina Gan who is still pondering over her feelings after her boyfriend(shestilldeniesit) sent her a really sweet apology text after what came in between them last Friday. And it was reaaaaally reaaaally sweet. Like super sweet. (There take that, she just grabbed my keyboard to pour her feelings. Gash.)

Now, back to the beautiful Lewis Hamilton. Did I say I am so happy for him? He is so amazing. My amazing idol. I love you, Lewis! Oh and I've also fallen in love with the place. Abu Dhabi. Looks AMAZING with all the lights and everything, looks so freaking clean! The track looks MAGNIFICENT.:) I am so going to Dubai in a few years time! Next year's for Europe! Germanyyyy!

This post is solely dedicated to Lewis Hamilton. Ignore (or not) the interruption in between.:)

Because, Lewis, is amazing, just the way he is. I love him so much. My amazing inspiration. One of the big fours. But it's always Lewis Hamilton and Rafael Nadal at the top, no? I love my Fernandos' too.:D Speaking of Fernando, it's his birthday tomorrow!

 

The picture, says it all. He's on top of the world.

 

The stand of a champion.:)

 

The jubilation!

 

Abu Dhabi victory!

 

And that smile. The whole world stops and stares for a while..

All This Money Can't Buy Me A Time Machine

Yesterday sure was one helluva day. Unexpected too. 
We were supposed to watch this Tamil movie, my mother, me, and my brothers. It was a random decision that my Aunty decided to join. I was not so interested in watching the movie, because of the actor, whom I am not interested in, to be honest. I only watch Tamil movie starring my favourite star, Vijay! The most awesomest man on Earth. Tall, talented, and his dance moves are incomparable to any other in the industry. Love you, Vijay. However, the brilliant Bukit Tinggi decided not to play his movie, instead his movie is being played in Bukit Raja. Hence my mom was adamant to watch a movie but ONLY in Bukit Tinggi. Grudgingly, I agreed. Plus, my Aunty joined us, could it be any better? So yeah. In Aeon, saw another Aunty who just finished watching the movie. She lamented about how having 4 sons and none of them are willing to follow her for the movie. Poor thing. That is why every mother needs at least one daughter. Daughters are the most precious gift a mother can get. :) (bragging..)


The movie, is not bad actually, not bad! Story of history and science, finally an Indian Sci-Fi movie that makes sense. It was brilliant in some sense. And I learnt the creator of the Shaolin martial arts was an Indian Prince from South India. Bodhidharma. His real story still lays in the depths of Kanchipuram, Tamil Nadu, India. It's pretty sad to see how his origins have been deviated from the truth in the name of modern science. Malay legend holds that Bodhidharma introduced the preset form of silat. Bodhidharma practised Kalari, a form of Indian martial arts. The world sure is linked to one big culture all along. It's us who chose to differentiate everything.


Later my Aunty follow us back home and later on... DINNER! at a chinese restaurant. It was just so much fun. Aunty says she wants to adopt me as her daughter since she has none. And you know what? I don't mind. Who wouldn't wanna live in a house of 5 freakin' BMW (and that z4, aaaah!), in a luxurious getaway? Just kidding. Home is where the heart is, and my heart is at my own house.:)


Watched Demi Lovato's performance with the beautiful Pablo Alboran at the Latin Grammy 2011 and it was incredible! Solamente Tu is a really beautiful song, and Demi made way more beautiful! We need more songs from you, Pablo Alboran! He's so talented and his voice, to die for. Gosh. 


And Katy Perry is amazing. What's even more amazing is her new music video for that amazing song, The One That Got Away. It's so touching, and heartbreaking, I broke down too. Err yeahhh. Hahah. But seriously, that woman, is one woman at the top of the world. She deserves every recognition that comes away, and more. She at the pinnacle of her career and she will go higher. She's brilliant!


And yesterday's date. Sure was a date to remember for many. The number of people who got married! I hope they stay true to their love. Why would you want to say your other half was the one who got away? Please, we all could do with a little less of Kim Kardashian. (and yes I'm still fuming over her bigheadedness.)


Did I say Tomas Berdych was AWESOME? He so ROCKS! Hearts him! You will go far, dude.:)

I Totally Love Giada At Home!

Jeesh, I sure am injury-prone all the time. Just bang my leg against the bed frame, and it hurt so effing badly.
Btw, I am almost, ALMOST fully cured from the viral fever I contracted the week before last week, thank you God and thank you doctor! The doctor is seriously awesome. You saved my life, dear doctor! I just added him on Facebook. That makes him even more awesome.

Today I learnt a very valuable lesson: People are gonna hate you even just because you are standing on your two own feet. I have to learn to say, "It's okay lah. Relax lah."
I wonder when can I do that without a care. But for now, I didn't let it get to my head, because.. I'm a skyscraper. As cheesy as it sounds, I'm strong and I know it. So yeahh, a skyscraper!

Tomas Berdych is AWESOME. He's the only tennis dude I don't hate even if he's gone on a long run of beating my Fernando Verdasco or Rafael Nadal. The dude knows how to play lahh.Anyway, Fernando, this year is not a good one. It's alright, next year's for you! We shall rock it together. Yeah, bring on 2012! (This one's meant for Fernando Verdasco, but now I've said it, this one's for you too Nando Torres.)

Right... Now all that said, time to hit the books. Why am I not studying? * exaggerated accent*
I feel so useless. Sighs.

Solamente Tu

I used to update my blog. Every. Single. Damn. Day.
And what has happened now? No, I am not getting lazy (I think) but it's because my laptop.. is not in a usable state. How. Very. Tragic. It irks me not being able to use it like I used to, and Daddy's not helping either. He's not bothered to bring it to the shop. Ergh.
So anyway, here's an update about last few days. (My blog has turned into a weekly journal, how wonderful.)

But seeing as how the last few days went,. I doubt I could have updated my blog anyway, so... yeah.

Sunday. Was the day we had our Deepavali open house. And honestly, it was one of the best ever. I'm not bragging, it was for real! I usually find the open houses my dad had over the years, simply not that fun. It was all.. blah you know. People come, people eat, people talk, people leave. But this year, my dad planned it amazingly, and I am so proud of him. You are awesome, dad!

1st: The great food.
This year we decided on a change in caterers. We got SICK with the last one, in fact the last caterer we had, the waiters in service actually STOLE my dad's wine bottles, when they were packing. Hello, get your own one! So yeah, my dad decided to go on this famous caterer this year, which is normally hard to reach as they are always busy and jam-packed with various functions, but the early bird got the worm. The food, was fantastic! I am so in love with the mutton and prawns, that I solemnly swear I won't be having anymore mutton for the next three months only because I had too much of it last Sunday. And the drinks! I never liked drinks served at ANY functions, only cause they are too diluted with water and practically.. tasteless. When my dad said he ordered ice lemon tea, I was pretty much doubtful. On that day, Christina got the first sip and she loved it, and it wasn't until Vincent said the drinks were so good, they tasted like honey, I was itching to get some. ( In truth, I can't because I am still sick, you see.) But I got a cup (or two, anyway.) And paid the price with worse headaches later that night. Oh well.

2nd: The decorations.
My dad, is a genius. At first, I was like What the hell? when they brought the canopy in. The colour this year was pink, PINK! I stared at my dad. Why pink? Not striking enough?? My dad just turned his head. Oh gosh. And only at night I realised, how beautiful it was. Because it had those white lights like the ones on Christmas trees around it, it was really beautiful. And the tables had those rose-coloured cloths and even the chairs had covers. Mom shook her head and asked my dad if it's necessary. But it was really beautiful. Even if I had to say so myself.

3rd: Guests!
We invited 100+ guests, and only 2 families couldn't make it. The rest were there, and everyone had such a good time, I'm sure. Hahah. All my relatives, friends and most neighbours were there, and everyone socialised pretty well, together. My dad's family alone was so freakin' huge. My retarded dudes from Taylors', were there too. They got the sideyard of the house to themselves, and the jokes! I was really happy these people actually made it, I feel so loved! Hahah. Funny, I invited some ex-schoolmates, but it's either they rejected the invitation straight (to my face) or they never got back to me. Someone, should tell 'em that it's pretty rude to do such things. Besides it was a public holiday, the next day. Mom asked me, "Your mgs schoolmates didn't come?" I was like, "err no, they said they couldn't make it." Mom was like, "Never mind lah, it's okay. Don't bother about them." Ouch.:) Amalina meanwhile was in Terengganu celebrating Hari Raya Aidil Adha. Anyway, Vincent, Bryan, Brian, Chris, Wei Sze and Chia made it, and seriously these idiots! I heart them! And my childhood best friends were there too. Deepa, Thullashah and Sonia. I couldn't have been more grateful. I spent so much time this Deepavali with all three of them, I realised. I remember how Sean was like, "Ehh where are the Taylors' girls? Next time, send me the list of Taylors' girls you know through Facebook, and I'll approve of their invitation." That dude was so highhh that night! Lol. I met loads of new people, some friendly as they are, some not very. My neighbours were AWESOME. But above it all, Torres was in the spotlight on that day. The little lion wants attention as much as a vain girl on the red carpet!

4th: Music.
We had 'Sexy And I Know It' blaring from the speakers that night. What do you expect. Thank you Suren anne for getting your laptop at the very last minute. Oh else the party would be another bore. The music was a big plus point.

5th: The weather.
We were praying the entire week in hopes it wouldn't rain. EVERYTHING will be ruined, if it did. And thank you God, it did not. It did when EVERYONE, even the least of my relatives and Deepa's family left at... midnight. That was a miracle at work. It rained like every single night, but Sunday night alone, it was delayed.

There, all the plus points behind the awesome open house. So much fun.:) And we have three more open houses invitations from relatives over the next 3 weeks. Who said Deepavali was over?

The next day was awesome too. Dim sum buffet at Holiday Villa, Subang Jaya with my awesome Uncle and Aunty. And I'm a lil' too lazy to break into more details, but but but these are few of the fun times I've had these entire year, so me listing all the details? Forgive me. I get a lil' too excited when exciting things happen. Hahah. And I really should be studying now. It's Wednesday already! Next paper is next Monday. #Killme

There's a lot of valuable lessons to be learnt out there, and each day, I'm learning something new. Everyday I sit under the stars or the vast blue skies, and I think about stuffs, astounded at how much I've learnt til today. I just hope I've learnt it right.

P.S-Christian Bale is looking dashing as ever as the dapper Bruce Wayne. I can't wait for this movie! Oh, Bruce Wayne.:)

Darren Bent says that, Fernando Torres is the best striker in the English Premier League, because a Fernando at his best is a Fernando unstoppable. (Oh shut up, your argument is invalid, I don't even want to hear it.)

We Keep All Our Promises, Be Us Against The World

The reason as to why I was sick for 5 days now is.. I have contracted a viral fever and God knows how did that ever happened. Suffering, with those terrible headaches. Those nose blocks. The dizziness. The pain. I've never been THIS sick! So anyway, I really hope I get to recover by Sunday or else I will have to go for blood test. THAT sounds very very bad. I hate jabs. And blood test? That is unspeakable of. Oh god.
And lesson learnt: I will never ever tell a doctor's son that I've contracted viral fever, because the question he asks! I can't answer them at all. Who cares what kind of viral fever it is? I can barely keep my head up last night! But to you guys, I heart you! Thanks for the love and sympathy, dear ones.

Sam Tsui and Kurt Schneider! Finally, a video together after a long long time.

So incredible. As always.

But you know when Pop medley of 2011 comes out like this, you know the year's coming to an end, soon. That, is so extremely fast. Like I said, I have no idea what I am doing this whole time. In music, there were so many good comebacks and... memorable songs. There's one we all will never ever forget, the entire living period of our life. And damn, Sam and Kurt forgot about adding this one into their medley. Maybe because no cover could actually steal the limelight of this original song. The song, and the artist. The name mentioned so many times along with the song. Friday, by Rebecca Black. Hahaha. Now that, is one very very memorable song, no? We learnt the days of the week! Hahah. God bless her.

Now it's the time to cherish all the remaining days to 2012, only because 2011 comes only once. It wasn't exactly what I would call a great year, but we should remain happy for the rest of the days we have and... sing Friday on every Friday there is, while we can. (As if.) :)

Peace out! :) 

You Should Know That I Lead, Not Follow

I need story books. I crave for them. Finals, get over, quick! Please and thank you.

Today, I've finally seen the last of practical papers for A-levels. Goodbye, dear ones. I so do not and will not miss you. I have practically screwed up all three papers, God bless me. Seriously, what am I doing?!

Life would be better if I have received my Hogwarts acceptance letter 7 years ago. I would have graduated and on the works of a great Auror. And I'd be living my life the way I want, not moaning like some sick Muggle. Oh wait, I am a Muggle. Ohhhh well. But it would be so cool, if Hogwarts actually existed and I actually did receive my acceptance letter. Robes for uniforms. Pumpkin juice for breakfast instead of sick ol' Milo. Potions, Arithmancy, Astronomy, Care for Magical Creatures, Defence Against the Dark Arts, Charms! for subjects, rather than Biology, Physics, Chemistry and Maths. And I get to ride on brooms! Ahh, the imaginations.:)

The weekends is here! Happy weekends, everyone! It's gonna be an exciting weekend. And there's a LOT of open houses going on, and we thought Deepavali was over? Which only means, there are gonna be more fooood. And money! And football matches.:) So let us all look on the bright side, and.. I really need to get home from college now and crawl into bed. Still sick, and it's like 5 days already! Oh doctor, those meds, sooo did not work. The torture I was put through since 8.30 this morning, during quarantine and practical.
It sucks to be me, right now.

Now this, is one pointless post. 

Heart Beats Fast, Colours and Promises, How To Be Brave, How Can I Love When I'm Afraid To Fall

Happy November, fellow comrades!

Actually I didn't realise it was already November despite the big fuss over yesterday's wonderdate: 1/11/11.
Sorry, I'm blur like that. Was at the supermarket with mom just now, and I saw this rows of pasta and I said to myself,  "I am so not gonna be cooking any pasta any time soon, I've had too much this month. Maybe I'll cook it in December, during the holidays, which is 2 months away."
2 months away?
It's next month! Dear you, do you realise that October is over?

Holy cow! Where has all the days in October gone to?! I remembered what happened in August, I remembered how September was, but there was no memories in October. Wait, Deepavali was in October. And it still feels like October!
Don't mind me, I'm just..confused.

'There's nothing I can do about it. I'm just gonna smile, and it's their choice of words to judge me. But I know I would never be like you guys. But thank you, for showing me, where the heart is really suppose to stay.:)'
Stay awhile maybe then you'll see, a different side of me.:)

That White Rider

Good morning, world! Just a random post about the current happenings.

First, I extend my love and sympathy to the family members of two racing stars who died in a period of a week last month. Dan Wheldon, IndyCar racing champion.
The letter from his wife:
"My sweet Dan, my whole body is aching, down to the deepest part of my soul," Susie Wheldon wrote in a letter read by family friend Michael Johnson. "I keep thinking this is a bad dream."

Susie Wheldon wrote about how scared she is that she's going to forget things, how everything is moving so quickly and that she has to remember to breathe.

"My heart is scattered in a million pieces," she wrote. "I just want to wake up and hear your reassuring voice."

And there was another touching one from his younger sister:

"I know a lot of sisters would describe their brothers as amazing," Holly wrote. "But mine was truly one of a kind."

Reading the memorials by the people he loved, I realised how much one death could affect many, let alone one. I admit I did broke down reading the letter from his wife, the pain she has to sustain with the loss of her husband. The world lost a champion, she lost her world. He also left behind 2-year-old and 7-months old sons, they whom were not blessed to keep some memories for the least of their father.

Another death, shocked me, when it occured in our own background, the death of another motor racing star, Marco Simoncelli. I've been watching MotoGP and being a huge fan of it, it has been shocking. A week before the death of Marco, my favourite racer, Jorge Lorenzo was involved in an accident in the track in Australia, severing his finger. Thus he did not race the following race, the race that costed Marco's life. He was a talented racer, the countless times I've seen him challenging my favourite racer on track, despite not being in the best of teams. He was the racer I so often referred as the 'White Bike' considering his entire get-up of his race was in white, his bike, his overalls, his helmets. And the helmet just had to fell out that race, as he was crashed in by two other racers. The tragedy. The fact his father and girlfriend was at the garage watching his race.

Death, happens in a funny way. Very unexpectedly. And there's significance in every death. From the loss of Steve Jobs to pancreatic cancer to the loss of a malnourished child in Africa. Someone out there, lost a part of their selves with every death. I don't believe for one moment that when anyone dies, they die alone. They leave alone. Is it possible that there is someone out there, that no one ever thinks of?

That's when love comes in.

P.S-Fairytale Wedding? Bullshit. She working on filing a divorce today. Just after 72 days of marriages. Seriously Kim Kardashian, you give a bad name for marriage, honey.
Currently trending in twitter: #thingslongerthanKimsmarriage Lord Voldemort nose.
                                           #thingslongerthanKimsmarriage Taylor Swift's speech before Kany took the mic.

Talk about happily ever after. I can't understand how could people choose to give away precious things they already have like that, when many others lose things without choice and would give anything to be in their place.